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Yesterday, I had a terrible day. I was very depressed, and angry with everything for no real reason. Today, for some reason, I had a good day. I think it was because rather than sit at home all day playing WoW, I made myself get out of the house, took the train to the city, walked around a bit in the sun, did some errands. I felt really good about myself, and it must have shown or something, because I got quite a few looks from cute guys, which in turn made me feel better, which in turn.. etc. Also I got a housemate, so that cheered me up in the financial department, although I really don't want to share MYYYYY house (I'm quite used to being a loner, now).
I've been telling myself to go to the gym and eat healthy since new years, I guess that resolution didn't work. But today is monday the 26th of february, the first day of the new semester, even if I don't have any classes on monday. I said I'd go to the gym today, but I didn't. But instead I did a double class at dance. And I feel good. I don't know why I procrastinate so much on excercise when frankly I know it makes me feel damn good. I tell myself "Go, you'll feel great" but I still don't. But I feel newly inspired, now, resolved to get myself in line. Must not think about all the times I've felt this and it went nowhere. Must be positive rather than negative for once. Perhaps holidays are grey areas, and for me the new term is the new me. Although, I do this every semester and study and am good etc etc but it usually lasts 3 weeks tops. Well, we'll see.
Come on, self. Prove to yourself that you've got what it takes. Whatever the situation.
Also, look harder for a new job. >:( Bad self.
I've been telling myself to go to the gym and eat healthy since new years, I guess that resolution didn't work. But today is monday the 26th of february, the first day of the new semester, even if I don't have any classes on monday. I said I'd go to the gym today, but I didn't. But instead I did a double class at dance. And I feel good. I don't know why I procrastinate so much on excercise when frankly I know it makes me feel damn good. I tell myself "Go, you'll feel great" but I still don't. But I feel newly inspired, now, resolved to get myself in line. Must not think about all the times I've felt this and it went nowhere. Must be positive rather than negative for once. Perhaps holidays are grey areas, and for me the new term is the new me. Although, I do this every semester and study and am good etc etc but it usually lasts 3 weeks tops. Well, we'll see.
Come on, self. Prove to yourself that you've got what it takes. Whatever the situation.
Also, look harder for a new job. >:( Bad self.