Okay New Year!
I survived the half of 2015 after the world ended and had an okay holiday. Sometimes things are okay, and my goal is to make things okay more of the time. I still feel really low whenever I run out of stuff to keep me occupied, but I haven't given up working on it. I guess I have some ideas for resolutions, but they're more for having not killed myself in the past six months than for the arbitrary boundary between revolutions around the Sun.
I want to get back to yoga, ASAP. I've tried light meditation on the subway a few times and have been hella uncomfortable but still able to keep it together, so I think I'm ready. There's a queer/trans* class I can go to on Sunday -- I thought about going to general classes now that I've had top surgery, but I'm still self-conscious about my downstairs and am more comfortable playing it safe. I think I should e-mail the instructor and catch her up on what happened so she doesn't get blindsided if I do fall apart in class.
I want to return to writing regularly. Since I started grad school three and a half years ago I've taken some long breaks from posting and haven't posted regularly even when I was reading regularly. I watch a lot of TV when I come home, and I don't like what that says about my brain. I resolve to write more often, every day if at all possible. I'm going see how it works to do it before I veg out rather than after, which is when I make my daily voice recording.
I want to get back to yoga, ASAP. I've tried light meditation on the subway a few times and have been hella uncomfortable but still able to keep it together, so I think I'm ready. There's a queer/trans* class I can go to on Sunday -- I thought about going to general classes now that I've had top surgery, but I'm still self-conscious about my downstairs and am more comfortable playing it safe. I think I should e-mail the instructor and catch her up on what happened so she doesn't get blindsided if I do fall apart in class.
I want to return to writing regularly. Since I started grad school three and a half years ago I've taken some long breaks from posting and haven't posted regularly even when I was reading regularly. I watch a lot of TV when I come home, and I don't like what that says about my brain. I resolve to write more often, every day if at all possible. I'm going see how it works to do it before I veg out rather than after, which is when I make my daily voice recording.