Through it all - Chapter 11 (Part B)
That was definitely not the first kiss they had shared but he well intended it to be the best one either of them had ever had. Keeping his mouth on hers, he playfully teased her lips, feathering, retreating, savouring. Under all the roaring of passion and desire in his head, he heard a soft moan. Though everything within him wanted to whisk her off her feet, lay her down the bed and love her till the break of dawn, there were still things he needed to say and do. Finally noticing she needed to catch her breath, Kyuhyun pulled slowly away and looked down at the aroused, heated woman in his arms.
“I’m the one who doesn’t have a choice because I- I can’t stop loving you.. I don’t want to Min. Not in a million sunsets..”
“Kyu.. Don’t say that. Please..”
“But I need to tell you what you need to know because I don’t want to regret later on in life about what could have been if only I had given you my all. I’m revealing this vulnerable side of me, hoping that you could see how true my feelings are for you. I’ve fallen for you since forever Sungmin. You were that kind girl who returned my lost wallet when you could have taken the money for yourself. You were the caring girl who bothered to picked up my fallen eraser and placed it back on my table when you passed by it in class. You were that forgiving girl who even managed to smile when my bicycle hit you even though I was clearly in the wrong..” There was more that Kyuhyun wanted to say. He looked at her; and he saw love and devotion in that pretty stare.
“Us - It hadn’t happened just months ago.. I know that for certain.”
Kyuhyun stood up and walked past her, towards his study table to pick up a sketchbook that was lying open. He clenched onto it while he slowly make his way back to where Min was standing. On his way, he carefully closes his room door and pressed the button in the middle of the knob. Min looked stunned by his actions but knew deep down that he was not going to harm her in anyway. With that, she felt more at ease although her eyes did widen as he held out the sketchbook for her to take.
“W-What is this Kyu?” Min stretched out her hands to receive it but her eyes were kept onto his intense gaze.
“Have a look at it..”
Carefully, Min runs her fingers across the front page of the sketchbook. On it was crisped dried leaves being glued together to form the letters that spells out her name; LEE SUNGMIN. That gave her a little idea of what could be the content of it, definitely something that has to do with her. But she was not prepared for the things she saw.
In it was a whole collection of pictures of hers from a far. Her in her high school uniform, her in the school library, her walking back home with Wook. This was definitely taken ages ago. Min stared at those pictures, so happy that she felt she might fly into a million little pieces. Her lips trembled abruptly as the image of her holding onto her late mom walking side by side in the park blurred. She bit her lip to stifle the sob but she could not prevent the tracks of moisture that ran out of her eyes.
Kyuhyun surveyed her brimming eyes with sharp attention. He lifted his hands to wipe the tears with his thumb. He was frowning, the dark, level brows lowered over narrowed eyes that searched her delicate features so intently that she felt he could see inside her mind. With his gentle touch, he placed his palm to her back and motioned her to sit on the edge of his bed.
She did as she felt her knees weakening. She flipped the pages further. One page caught her attention as there were a lot of small little poems written on them. She tried reading them through her blurring vision.
Sungmin is the girl that I love dearly,
Sungmin is the girl that I adore wholeheartedly.
For six long years I admire her from a mile,
But all she offered was merely a smile.
Her face it is a work of art,
I love this girl with all my heart.
This heart yearns for us to be closer,
With time I hope we could be together.
“I tried my best with the whole poem thing.. Hehe," he managed a small embarrassed laugh, "You are my treasure Min. I had no idea I was even capable of feeling this way about anyone.” Kyuhyun’s eyes never left hers as he place his arms around her waist and draw their body closer.
Min smiled the smile that seemed to reserve for him. It lit up her face and made her eyes shine, but more than that, it lit up his insides. She was responsive and giving. Kyuhyun knew she was a generous lover but he was sceptical and had his fair share of doubts about getting this intimate with her for fear that she would just push him away. All those doubts and fear however were cast aside the moment he felt her hands roaming his back.
He lowered her down the sheets, following her down, settling his body over hers. Her face was beautiful as she stared up at him. He kissed her eyes, the tip of her nose and the corners of her mouth. Not wanting to hurry anything, Kyuhyun took his own leisure time. His hands shape her body with the tips of his fingers like how a blind man would as he traces the outline of her figure. Memorizing her.
“Tell me to stop..” he murmured heavily in her ears, making the hairs at the back of her neck stood up.
But no words could escape her mouth. Min was astonished at the sheer intensity of his touch. He was so unhurried, but she was going up in flames, needing more than what was given. She heard her own voice of soft plea as his lips made their way down her neck. When his fingertips ghost over her chest, she was not reluctant nor did she shrink away from it. Instead, Min soothed his body, caressing him over the thin piece of cotton t-shirt only to arouse him further.
“I won’t be able to stop if you keep on encouraging me like that..”
“I-I don’t want you to stop”
With those words, Kyuhyun moved his hands to the tiny pearl buttons on her blouse and slowly began to undo them, one at a time. His breath caught in his throat as he watched her body slowly unveiling itself. The edges of her blouse slowly gaped open, to reveal her milky white skin that was glowing underneath the yellowish fluorescent light of his bedroom. Min didn’t try to be sexy because a girl like her has the word innocent written all over but yet it was the sexiest sight he had ever seen.
She had a woman’s body, shaped to please a man with soft curves and lines. Her breast was covered with a nude-coloured bra. With tenderness he had only for her, he unclasped the front cover of it and admired for a brief moment what’s beneath. Kyuhyun noticed how Min suddenly felt shy and insecure as she tried to cover her breasts with both her arms.
“Have I told you how beautiful you are?”
Min nodded as her eyes twinkle with pleasure to hear those words from him. It was then that she realised how naked she is compared to him. She was debating in her mind whether to be forward or otherwise. Her mind tells her that she should not to avoid difficult circumstances if anyone were to walk in on them but her heart is yearning for passion. Just this once, she decided to follow her own desires. With shaky hands, she pulled the semi-tucked shirt from his jeans and pushed it upwards in an attempt to remove it completely. Kyuhyun noticed how much her hands seem to trembled and offered to help.
“I want to do it Kyu..” Min said as she captured his wrist.
So, although his body was taut with desire, Kyuhyun complied while Min slowly pulled his shirt up and over his head. When she was done, she slid one hand around his naked body whiles the other play through his crisp black hair.
Kyuhyun trailed his fingers down her breastbone, then swirled around and around, closer and closer, until her brushed across her nipple. He did the same with her other breast, touching and caressing her until she was left almost gasping for air.
“Kyu,” Min whispered, digging her fingers into his shoulders, “don’t tease me..”
“I'm not..” He replied in the same intimate tone, leaning down and taking her right breast in his mouth.
With the warm sucking sensation, Min arched her back and pulled him closer against her. For the next few heated moment, they both were lost in each other’s caress. They played, teased and taunted one another till they were breathless with desire. Kyuhyun made a game of removing her skin tight jeans, kissing his way down each leg to her foot and finally tossed it aside. Min on the other hand was so bound up in kissing his every inch that it took her a moment before she realized he had removed her undies as well. With a quick reflex, she held her legs together, barring his way.
“Are you scared?” Kyuhyun asked with brimming care and concern.
“N-No.. I-I’m just..”
“It is alright if you aren’t ready for this. Just know that I want you and I’ll do whatever it takes to have you. That includes waiting..” He continued with a genuine smile while removing strands of hair away from her forehead.
“Kyu?”
“Hmm?”
“You’ll never change. Sometimes, you still talk too much for your own good..” Min teased him while mastering up all her energy to push him away from her naked self.
When he finally had his back flat on the bed, Min stranded him by kneeling over his thighs. Like a person who is already too familiar with his body, she unbuttoned and unzipped his jeans, all along fixing her gaze at his lustful eyes. Kyuhyun allowed her to drag his bottom off him, not appearing to notice or care because he was completely mesmerized by the wonders of her beautiful self, right in front of him. They savoured every passing seconds by admiring each other. When he could no longer stand the heat, Kyuhyun sat up, lifted her in his arms and laid her down once again as he came to rest on top of her.
Soon the passion that had carried them to bed brought them both to a point of need that was undeniable. He was thick and hard and throbbing with need while she was hot and slick. With that, Kyuhyun spread Min’s legs with his thighs and slowly, he thrust into her. Filling every inch of her. Almost instantly, Min felt the pressure and sharp pain which made her gasp out loud.
“Shhh.. We don’t want anyone to hear us do we? It’ll get better sweetheart. I promise..” Kyuhyun stopped moving as he gently places a finger on her lips while his other hand reached out for hers to intertwine.
Silently agreeing by tightening their fingers together, Min surged slightly upwards to meet him so that he could lodge himself deeper inside her. Even with the pain evident in her slightly damp eyes, there was roaring in her head when Kyuhyun backed away a little and thrust again. Seeing her settling and feeling more pleasured, he began to move at an even phase, never hurried. He wanted the moment to last forever. Why would he want to hurry his first time with her? His first time ever.
“My god,” he muttered thickly, nipping at the flesh to leave stinging points of sensation but licked them soon after only to increase her internal temperature by several degrees.
“You make me crazy darling. Those few nights, I could have kill to get to you, even after knowing that HE has had you..” Kyuhyun continued and emphasized on the one word instead of saying out loud the name in moments like this.
Min felt a sudden pain that was so intense, she inhaled sharply. She was not sure if the reason was due to his quickening poundings or the words which he spoke. However, she managed to push those feelings away, accepting that she would have to prove him that he was all she ever wanted. She loosened their intertwined fingers and entwined her arms around his neck. She lifted her face nearer to his and soon enough, her mouth closed over his with hard, fierce possession.
In moments there was no more talking, no more teasing and no more thinking. Only pleasurable soft moans of pure pleasure. He loved watching her face as he moved with her. As he moved, he continued to kiss her, his expression intense - as though he could not stop looking at her, caressing her and thrusting deeper in her.
His pace increased, pounding to the same hard rhythm of his heartbeat. Min clutched at him with damp, desperate hands. Tension tightened his muscles beneath those touch. She wrapped her legs around him and held on through the tumultuous lovemaking.
“I-I don’t think I can last much longer baby..” He gritted, his teeth clenched.
“K-Kyu..” Min could barely utter his name.
All at once, they both broke loose. She stifled her soft cries of pure pleasure against his arms while he pulled himself out of her just in time to release his warm load onto her stomach. Min could feel the pulsing and shuddering of his manhood as Kyuhyun sank himself down, resting his forehead onto her shoulder.
In the silent aftermath of passion, they lay together with their pulses gradually resuming to a normal rate. They both felt the need to stay that way, refusing to acknowledge reality.
A/N: This is the part where I extend my sincere apology to all of you.. Im really ashamed of myself. Hehe! I've only got Uni acceptance and work to blame. ANYWAYS! :) HERE I AM.. haha! Specially made this chappie a longer one to so-called redeemed myself :) Here's hoping that all you lovelies will have a great week ahead! *Smile and the world will smile with you*
P/S: I dunt normally do this but I have to this time around. This chapter is specially for nice people I've come to know here in LJ.
alicial0ve - I did promised you a sexy chapter after your exams and I hope I don't dissapoint. I tried my best sweets (",)
didiy92 - The other smutty girl. Hope you enjoyed reading dearie (",) nicoholic - Just because you've been so sweet and nice! (",)
And to all you other sweets, hoped you enjoyed this chap (",)