[Secret Santa Fic] Love Letter
Title: Love Letter [For ichijo_rui, our Joonie~]
Author: Ila Way!
Fandom: ZE:A
Pairing: SiWoo
Rating: PG
Genre: Romance
Disclaimer: I don't own Heechul, Hyungshik, Kevin or any of ZE:A members but I do own the right to love them ;]
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Love Letter
Kwanghee yawned watching the television. He wasn't really watching anyway, he just stared into it. There's nothing worth watching, probably because it's in the middle of the day, the afternoon and it's week days, the tv guy who runs the tv program would most probably think that no one is watching anyway. Children are at school and the adults are working at this hour. Siwan was reading a magazine, or more precisely, staring at a picture in the magazine, admiring the art of fashion. He was praising the design silently, he somehow thought it was really pretty and secretly wish that he could make such design and show it to the world too. He sighed when he Hyungshik and Minwoo ran across the living room, Minwoo chasing Hyungshik for ruining his picture. Hyungshik must have drawn things on Minwoo's picture again. That maknae love to do that, he remember having Hyungshik's arts on his newly bought magazine before. He was so mad because he didn't even read it yet but Hyungshik has turn it into... a disaster. He paid no attention to those two after a minute, knowing that it doesn't matter to him anyway. But seeing them running made Siwan realized that he'll never get to design like what he just saw in the magazine. At least not for now, he can only create looks for his bandmates and himself for now.
Dongjun came into the picture, just came back from his usual morning exercise time with Junyoung and Taehun, "Siwan hyung, there's a letter for you. On the table." Siwan look up from his magazine and Dongjun pointed to the table. There's a soft pink envelope on the table, with his name written on it. He wonder why he didn't notice that before. Dongjun just laugh at his facial expression and left for some water. He strecthed out and took the letter, wondering how it got there. Curious, he opened it slowly, taking out it's content. There's a picture of him and Minwoo on backstage, he recognize it was during their Haru Jongil days. He then flip it and like what he was expecting, there's a message on it. It says, "I love you. Please take care of your health, you seem tired these days." He smiled, fans are always so supportive and caring to them, it feels nice. But only that are written, no other message, no name and no signature from the sender. Oh well, maybe this fan didn't really care about letting him know she is so Siwan shrug that off. He set the letter back into the envelope and put it in between his magazine pages before leaving Kwanghee to watch the tv alone.
He went to the kitchen, searching for some water and he spot Dongjun drinking some coke so he asked for some too. Dongjun gave him a can of coke and Siwan asked him, "How did the letter end up on the table?" Dongjun looked at him and replied, "It was glued to the door when I opened it this morning. Since it has your name on it, I just put it on the table." Siwan wonder how it got into the door but knowing that Dongjun wouldn't know how too, he just kept it to himself, not wanting to make an useless inquiry. He left the kitchen then, with his coke and set himself on his seat that he just left just now. Minwoo, who had gave up on catching Hyungshik sat next to him, glaring at Hyungshik when Hyungshik walked passed the living room to go to the balcony.
Hyungshik laughed and ran to get his towel. Kevin and Junyoung had nagged on him so much to not forget his towel whenever he wanted to take a shower, he had to listen or else more nagging will come in his way. Siwan took the magazine back and opened the page he bookmarked with the letter to resume his reading. He set the letter on his thigh before giving all of his attention back to the magazine. Minwoo peeked into the magazine from his side and commented, "That's pretty but I think it'd be prettier if the color is softer."
Siwan looked back at the oldest maknae and nodded, "Yeah, I think the same too. Eventhough I like dark, natural colors more, I also think that would look better if the color is softer." He smiled, great, now he has someone to share his opinion with. Minwoo smiled back. "Hyung, are you into this style?" he pointed to a model in the magazine. Siwan look at the pointed model and nodded, "Yeah, this one is almost like my style." Minwoo smiled his bright smile, "Thought you'd be into this." Siwan definitely feel happier now when Minwoo is reading the magazine with him. He usually will sit there, reading his magazine quietly and Minwoo would either playing around with the other maknae or dancing or just glued to his lap top but today is an odd day and Siwan find himself liking it. They flipped the magazine, observing, commenting on some pictures in it. Eventhough Minwoo's style is a bit different, he likes vibrant colors and a little street style while Siwan like it more natural and sophisticated but it was fun to exchange thoughts. Kwanghee followed more than standing on his own personal taste, so it wasn't much fun exchanging thoughts with him.
The next day, he was the first to wake up. He didn't know why, he just can't really sleep. Even when he was sleeping last night, he can feel, he can hear what's going on in their dorm. It's like he is half asleep and because of that, he feels a little tired eventhough he had been sleeping, or half-sleeping for the past 6 hours. He went to the kitchen to grab some plain water and he spot a note on the refrigerator. He read it with half interest. It was from Yongil hyung, and the note was telling them that all of their schedules today are canceled. Siwan smiled at that. That means he can have extra time to rest himself. Eventhough he actually liked schedules, but today schedules are only meeting the president and new concept discussion so, he didn't mind those being canceled since it doesn't really involve fans or something. After satisfying his dry throat, he sat on the couch, staring at the blank tv. But then he felt a little tired so he lays down and slowly, unexpectedly, he just fell asleep there.
He woke up in shock when Kwanghee kissed him on the cheek. "Good morning, princess," said the older, giggling. Siwan glared at him and rolled his eyes, "Stop doing those things, it's disgusting, Kwanghee. Save your kisses for your girlfriend." Kwanghee pouted, "But there aint no girlfriend here, only boyfriends." Siwan sighed and fix his hair with his fingers, "Go get someone else to bother. By the way what time is it?" Kwanghee replied, "It's only 8 in the morning, you can go back to sleep if you want. We don't have schedule today." Siwan just nodded, he looked around and decided to go to the bathroom to wash his teeth and his face. It was then Minwoo came up to him, "Hyung, you have a letter~" He handed a soft yellow envelope with Siwan's name on it to Siwan before disappearing to jump on Hyungshik. Siwan stared at the envelope absentmindedly. Then he opened it, little curiosity taking over him. There's a picture of him and Minwoo again. He flipped the picture to see the message and it only says, "You should rest well." and that's all. Like yesterday's letter, it doesn't say anything about the sender or anything.
Starting to get even more curious, he forget what he was supposed to do and went to Minwoo, who was playing with the sleepy Hyungshik, annoying the younger. "Minwoo, where did you get this?" Minwoo stopped torturing Hyungshik and look up to Siwan, "That? Uh, at the front door, why?" Siwan frowned, so it was sent the same way too. "Nothing, just wondering." Siwan left them both, though feeling a little jealous to the two's close relationship. He somehow wished that he could be like them, secretly wished that he is Hyungshik. He walked away and set the yellow envelope on his bedroom table. Kwanghee was bothering Junyoung but Junyoung didn't seem to mind, he just ignore. Siwan smiled at that, Junyoung is always the best in dealing with people. Maybe that's why he is perfect for the leader position even though Siwan always thought he has more leader material. He jumped a little when a hand touched his shoulder, before Minwoo appears into his sight. He gave a questioning look and Minwoo smiled, "Hyung, since today's schedules are off then why don't we both go shopping together?"
"Shopping?" Siwan asked back. He didn't expect that from Minwoo, since Minwoo always go shopping with either Taehun or Hyungshik.
"Yes, shopping~ I wanted to buy presents for Christmas!" said Minwoo cheerfully.
Oh, yes, Christmas, how could he forget? They were busy promoting their Love Letter album, for the past 3 weeks for Christmas and now he can't believe that he just forgot about Christmas. He would like to blame that on his job, his managers, and his boss for not allowing them all to go back home for Christmas. So he kind of forget that Christmas is still there eventhough he wouldn't be able to go back home and celebrate it with his family. He cursed himself silently and nodded to Minwoo, "Yeah, let's go shopping today."
Minwoo jumped in happiness and they agreed to go shopping at 2, Siwan resuming to do what he was supposed to do after promising to Minwoo that he would help Minwoo buying presents for the other members. In the bathroom he heard Hyungshik whined for not being able to join Minwoo for his shopping trip with Siwan. Siwan just smiled, somehow he like that Hyungshik will not tag along. Then, it'd be only the two of them.
It was fun going out with Minwoo, though Siwan had to admit, this boy has so many energy inside. Minwoo was hyper all the way, now Siwan know why Heechul hates going out with Minwoo. Heechul is a bit lazy sometimes, and he dislike spending his time for these kind of things. Heechul enjoys his sleep more than going out or to shopping. Sometimes he even missed his meals because he just chose to sleep rather than eat. "Hyung~ What should I buy for Junyoung hyung?" Minwoo suddenly asked. Siwan thought for a while, "Hmm, I'm not sure. You're closer to him, what does he likes?" Siwan asked back. Minwoo bit his lips. "Ungh, what does Junyoung hyung likes? Uhhh, Dongjun?" he laughed. Siwan laughed too. "Maybe you can put a red bow on Dongjun's hair and give him to Junyoung, saying Merry Christmas," Siwan joked. Minwoo laughed, "Then, I'll have to get a red bow?"
Minwoo ran to the girl's accessories section happily, in attempt to search for the red bow. Siwan couldn't believe that Minwoo actually consider the idea so he ran to Minwoo, "Are you serious?"
Minwoo just laughed, "Why not? I bet Dongjun would be so ashamed."
"I don't think it's good to prank people on Christmas, Minwoo." Siwan didn't like idea.
Minwoo smiled, "I know. I just wanna find something that looks kinda unisex here to give Hyungshik. He doesn't own much accessories. He eat too much, he doesn't have enough money to buy them."
"True," Siwan agrees. They both browsed through the section together, occasionally trying some thing on themselves. Minwoo took a necklace and put it on Siwan, then he smiled, "Hyung, you look pretty in that."
Siwan just smile shyly, "Thanks."
"I think I'mma get this for Hyungshik. Since it look good on you, it would look good on Hyungshik as well," said Minwoo sheepishly.
He didn't know why but when Minwoo's hand touched his neck, he felt electricity runs through him, he jumped a little. Minwoo realized that. Trying to cover it up, "Your hand is cold, Minwoo."
"Really? Haha, sorry, hyung~" he gave his cutest smile to Siwan, melting the older inside.
After paying for all the presents, Minwoo asked them to wrap them up on the spot. The shopping complex offer free gift wrapping service, since it's Christmas season and Siwan couldn't help but to adore this side of Minwoo. Minwoo is caring, in his own way and Siwan is glad that he knows that. As if Minwoo know what he's thinking about, he winked to Siwan and send his brightest smile. Siwan blushed at that, he wonder how can a person be so cute. Minwoo thought that Siwan look adorable with a faint blush on so he couldn't help himself from hugging the older. Caught off guard, Siwan didn't get to do anything, he was shocked and the hug only lasted for 3 seconds.He was stoned and when he realized that, it's already too late, Minwoo had already proceeded in taking all of the gifts.
They went back to their dorm afterwards. There was another letter glued on the door and it has Siwan's name on it. "Again?" Siwan took the letter and brought it in. It surprises them that no one is home. Minwoo chuckled, "They must have gone shopping too."
Siwan just nodded and let himself fall on the couch, sighing contentedly at the softness that welcomed his body. He took the letter and brought it close, examining it a little, it look almost the same, this time it's soft yellow again. He opened it and there was another picture of him and Minwoo playing around backstage. He smiled at this and he flipped the picture. There's a short message again, this time it says, "Thanks for shopping with me, hyung." Siwan stayed like that for a while, staring at the words. He tried to think. Hyung means, it's a boy and not a fangirl at all. And shopping?
Minwoo sat next to him after securing all the presents at a hidden place. He saw Siwan staring at the note for a while and then he pat Siwan's thigh, "Hyung?" he called uncertainly.
Siwan showed him the message and he asked, "Are you thinking what I'm thinking?"
Minwoo place the picture on the table and asked, "What are you thinking?"
"It must be Dongjun." Siwan looked kinda sure about his guess and Minwoo's eyes widened, he can't believe Siwan thought it was Dongjun. Seeing Minwoo's surprised face, Siwan added, "He was the one who gave me the first letter. I think it's him. Plus, I always went out shopping with him." Siwan's eyes was shining, like a detective who just victoriously caught the culprit.
Minwoo sweat dropped at that, wondering just how Siwan's brain works. He was about to say something when Siwan added more, "Is he giving me letters until it's Christmas then? Minwoo what do you think?"
Instead of answering Siwan, Minwoo took something out of pocket. "I don't know, hyung. But I want to give you this." He handed another soft yellow envelope to his hyung.
Siwan took it and stared on it for a while. It's the same envelope again, he looked at Minwoo. Minwoo nodded, signaling him to open it. He opened the envelope and like the others, it has another picture of him and Minwoo. He smiled, "Hey, it's a picture of us, Minwoo." Minwoo smiled and he flipped the picture, there was a note, this time written in a familiar handwriting, "I love you, hyung. Will you love me back?" This time there's a name written down there, "Minwoo".
Siwan looked at Minwoo. Minwoo tried to avoid eye contact but after he gather enough courage, he stared back into those pretty eyes. Minwoo look uncertain and Siwan asked, "So, does this mean you're the one had been sending me letters since yesterday?"
"Uh... not since yesterday. I have been giving them ever since we... well, even before we debut but you never really notice it."
Minwoo took a deep breath. Siwan sounds serious and that scares him a little.
"You've been what?" Siwan sounded shocked.
"Yeah, I've been confessing alot of times in those letters but... you never notice it. You always thought it was fan letters but just yesterday I changed the way it should got to you." Minwoo tried to explain, but he was a little scared, afraid of what Siwan would think him as now. "But hyung, I really mean every word I wrote. I... really love you." Minwoo took Siwan's hand into his and he tried his best not to look so awkward.
Unexpectedly, Siwan blushed, a shade of red across his high cheek. He had been figuring out what is his feelings to Minwoo. At first he thought Minwoo is just cute but as time passed, those feeling grew into something else and Siwan doesn't know what it is.
Is it love then? Siwan avert his gaze to somewhere else, "And I thought you're with Hyungshik.. You guys are so close...." There was a hint of jealousy in his tone of voice and Minwoo noticed it.
"Hyungshik? No. Of course we're close but... we don't have any special relationship. I might get killed by Heechul hyung if I do. Hyungshik is with Heechul if you never notice." He and Hyungshik is really close to each other but it's only like that. Of course Hyungshik is the first to know about his crush on Siwan, he had been helping ever since but it's just that Siwan's ignorance is really high. Minwoo then saw another shocked expression from Siwan.
"What? Hyungshik is with Heechul?" Why didn't he ever notice that?
"Yeah... Doesn't make sense, right? But I don't think love make much sense. Our heart will just go to wherever it likes. It's not like we can control in falling in love and in my case, I don't know why I... love you this much." He squeezed Siwan's hands. Siwan didn't move, he just stays still.
"Hyung? Will you love me back?" Minwoo asked again when Siwan seems a little lost.
Siwan looked back into Minwoo's eyes. "I honestly... don't know how I feel about you but I know I liked you a lot. It's just that I don't know if it's love or not."
"We can try... dating? Then you can leave me if-"
Before Minwoo could finish his words, Siwan shush him. "No, I wouldn't want to break your heart like that. We should-"
This time it's Siwan's turn to be cut but this time by a soft kiss from Minwoo. Siwan felt his heart beating loudly, the feeling of Minwoo's lips touching him makes his heart jump and he melts into kiss. When he closed his eyes, Minwoo left him and he opened it back to see Minwoo biting his own lips.
"Hyung, I'm sorry. I just..."
It was then Siwan felt the urge to pull Minwoo back into another kiss and he did just that, shocking Minwoo who didn't expect it.
This time, the kiss lasted longer, both enjoying the kiss and it feels like they are letting their feelings out in that kiss. It feels right to Siwan, he wonder if he really love Minwoo. And Minwoo smiled before parting, it was just what he needed. He was so happy, it shows in his childish face.
Siwan smiled back. Maybe this could work out between them. Maybe it will be a little weird but Siwan believe as Minwoo said earlier, love just doesn't make any sense. And it includes them.
Omake! Omake!
It's Christmas eve and Siwan came up to Minwoo, who was arranging his boxes of gifts along with the others under the small Christmas tree. They didn't need the big one, since they don't have much space anyway. "Is there any for me?" Siwan asked.
Minwoo stopped arranging and smiled, "Of course there is. Why wouldn't I give you one?" His smile was as bright as the Christmas tree, it was decorated by the maknae line. Siwan smiled nervously, "Minwoo-ya, I forgot to buy yours." Minwoo pouted, "There's none for me then?" Siwan smiled guiltily, "Yeah, I'm sorry. I kind of forgot."
"Then, hyung, will you make up for it?" Minwoo asked, eyes shining in adorable way. Siwan's heart melts, "Well, is there anything that you want? I'll buy it when we have time to go shopping again."
Minwoo was quiet for a moment, thoughts are coming into his mind. Then he smiled, "Yeah... Sleep with me today, hyung?" Siwan's eyes widened at the request. And he hit Minwoo on the head a little, "I take back my words. I'll just get you whatever I want later."
"But hyung~ hyung~" Minwoo pleaded with the biggest and saddest eyes he could make.
Siwan kissed him to shut him out. "Don't be so spoiled, Minwoo."
But that night, in the middle of night, when everybody are already asleep, he felt a weight on his bed and arms circling his waist. He sighed when he heard Minwoo whispers, "Merry Christmas, hyung." Nothing can stop Minwoo from getting what he wanted.
The next morning, Siwan opened his present earlier than anybody else. Minwoo gave him a collection of love letters for him to read and he laughed when their Japanese album, Love Letter are also included in his present. Minwoo highlighted their parts on the lyrics and on Siwan's picture he wrote, "MINE and only MINE" in capital letters. Siwan laughed. At the back of album, Minwoo wrote, "Don't ever forget to buy me presents again. Especially on my birthday. Or else I'll claim you something else."
A/N: I can't believe I take 4 days for this. Dx OMG I'm really sorry. I'm having a major writer's block ever since I marked 122+66 exam papers for my part time job. I had to mark essays and oh god, you don't know how hard it is for me to read all of them. Some of them doesn't make sense at all, and the marking scheme was throwing me 'bla bla bla and anything that would fit the situation'. It takes me almost half an hour to mark just one exam paper. And yes, those answer scripts has 8 big question ;A; means 8 essays to mark each. I hope this doesn't suck as much, I tried so hard to write about this rare pairing, since I can't write anything with Hyungshik or Heechul in it. >,< To ichijo_rui, I hope you're not as disappointed ;A; Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year to you!
Author: Ila Way!
Fandom: ZE:A
Pairing: SiWoo
Rating: PG
Genre: Romance
Disclaimer: I don't own Heechul, Hyungshik, Kevin or any of ZE:A members but I do own the right to love them ;]
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Love Letter
Kwanghee yawned watching the television. He wasn't really watching anyway, he just stared into it. There's nothing worth watching, probably because it's in the middle of the day, the afternoon and it's week days, the tv guy who runs the tv program would most probably think that no one is watching anyway. Children are at school and the adults are working at this hour. Siwan was reading a magazine, or more precisely, staring at a picture in the magazine, admiring the art of fashion. He was praising the design silently, he somehow thought it was really pretty and secretly wish that he could make such design and show it to the world too. He sighed when he Hyungshik and Minwoo ran across the living room, Minwoo chasing Hyungshik for ruining his picture. Hyungshik must have drawn things on Minwoo's picture again. That maknae love to do that, he remember having Hyungshik's arts on his newly bought magazine before. He was so mad because he didn't even read it yet but Hyungshik has turn it into... a disaster. He paid no attention to those two after a minute, knowing that it doesn't matter to him anyway. But seeing them running made Siwan realized that he'll never get to design like what he just saw in the magazine. At least not for now, he can only create looks for his bandmates and himself for now.
Dongjun came into the picture, just came back from his usual morning exercise time with Junyoung and Taehun, "Siwan hyung, there's a letter for you. On the table." Siwan look up from his magazine and Dongjun pointed to the table. There's a soft pink envelope on the table, with his name written on it. He wonder why he didn't notice that before. Dongjun just laugh at his facial expression and left for some water. He strecthed out and took the letter, wondering how it got there. Curious, he opened it slowly, taking out it's content. There's a picture of him and Minwoo on backstage, he recognize it was during their Haru Jongil days. He then flip it and like what he was expecting, there's a message on it. It says, "I love you. Please take care of your health, you seem tired these days." He smiled, fans are always so supportive and caring to them, it feels nice. But only that are written, no other message, no name and no signature from the sender. Oh well, maybe this fan didn't really care about letting him know she is so Siwan shrug that off. He set the letter back into the envelope and put it in between his magazine pages before leaving Kwanghee to watch the tv alone.
He went to the kitchen, searching for some water and he spot Dongjun drinking some coke so he asked for some too. Dongjun gave him a can of coke and Siwan asked him, "How did the letter end up on the table?" Dongjun looked at him and replied, "It was glued to the door when I opened it this morning. Since it has your name on it, I just put it on the table." Siwan wonder how it got into the door but knowing that Dongjun wouldn't know how too, he just kept it to himself, not wanting to make an useless inquiry. He left the kitchen then, with his coke and set himself on his seat that he just left just now. Minwoo, who had gave up on catching Hyungshik sat next to him, glaring at Hyungshik when Hyungshik walked passed the living room to go to the balcony.
Hyungshik laughed and ran to get his towel. Kevin and Junyoung had nagged on him so much to not forget his towel whenever he wanted to take a shower, he had to listen or else more nagging will come in his way. Siwan took the magazine back and opened the page he bookmarked with the letter to resume his reading. He set the letter on his thigh before giving all of his attention back to the magazine. Minwoo peeked into the magazine from his side and commented, "That's pretty but I think it'd be prettier if the color is softer."
Siwan looked back at the oldest maknae and nodded, "Yeah, I think the same too. Eventhough I like dark, natural colors more, I also think that would look better if the color is softer." He smiled, great, now he has someone to share his opinion with. Minwoo smiled back. "Hyung, are you into this style?" he pointed to a model in the magazine. Siwan look at the pointed model and nodded, "Yeah, this one is almost like my style." Minwoo smiled his bright smile, "Thought you'd be into this." Siwan definitely feel happier now when Minwoo is reading the magazine with him. He usually will sit there, reading his magazine quietly and Minwoo would either playing around with the other maknae or dancing or just glued to his lap top but today is an odd day and Siwan find himself liking it. They flipped the magazine, observing, commenting on some pictures in it. Eventhough Minwoo's style is a bit different, he likes vibrant colors and a little street style while Siwan like it more natural and sophisticated but it was fun to exchange thoughts. Kwanghee followed more than standing on his own personal taste, so it wasn't much fun exchanging thoughts with him.
The next day, he was the first to wake up. He didn't know why, he just can't really sleep. Even when he was sleeping last night, he can feel, he can hear what's going on in their dorm. It's like he is half asleep and because of that, he feels a little tired eventhough he had been sleeping, or half-sleeping for the past 6 hours. He went to the kitchen to grab some plain water and he spot a note on the refrigerator. He read it with half interest. It was from Yongil hyung, and the note was telling them that all of their schedules today are canceled. Siwan smiled at that. That means he can have extra time to rest himself. Eventhough he actually liked schedules, but today schedules are only meeting the president and new concept discussion so, he didn't mind those being canceled since it doesn't really involve fans or something. After satisfying his dry throat, he sat on the couch, staring at the blank tv. But then he felt a little tired so he lays down and slowly, unexpectedly, he just fell asleep there.
He woke up in shock when Kwanghee kissed him on the cheek. "Good morning, princess," said the older, giggling. Siwan glared at him and rolled his eyes, "Stop doing those things, it's disgusting, Kwanghee. Save your kisses for your girlfriend." Kwanghee pouted, "But there aint no girlfriend here, only boyfriends." Siwan sighed and fix his hair with his fingers, "Go get someone else to bother. By the way what time is it?" Kwanghee replied, "It's only 8 in the morning, you can go back to sleep if you want. We don't have schedule today." Siwan just nodded, he looked around and decided to go to the bathroom to wash his teeth and his face. It was then Minwoo came up to him, "Hyung, you have a letter~" He handed a soft yellow envelope with Siwan's name on it to Siwan before disappearing to jump on Hyungshik. Siwan stared at the envelope absentmindedly. Then he opened it, little curiosity taking over him. There's a picture of him and Minwoo again. He flipped the picture to see the message and it only says, "You should rest well." and that's all. Like yesterday's letter, it doesn't say anything about the sender or anything.
Starting to get even more curious, he forget what he was supposed to do and went to Minwoo, who was playing with the sleepy Hyungshik, annoying the younger. "Minwoo, where did you get this?" Minwoo stopped torturing Hyungshik and look up to Siwan, "That? Uh, at the front door, why?" Siwan frowned, so it was sent the same way too. "Nothing, just wondering." Siwan left them both, though feeling a little jealous to the two's close relationship. He somehow wished that he could be like them, secretly wished that he is Hyungshik. He walked away and set the yellow envelope on his bedroom table. Kwanghee was bothering Junyoung but Junyoung didn't seem to mind, he just ignore. Siwan smiled at that, Junyoung is always the best in dealing with people. Maybe that's why he is perfect for the leader position even though Siwan always thought he has more leader material. He jumped a little when a hand touched his shoulder, before Minwoo appears into his sight. He gave a questioning look and Minwoo smiled, "Hyung, since today's schedules are off then why don't we both go shopping together?"
"Shopping?" Siwan asked back. He didn't expect that from Minwoo, since Minwoo always go shopping with either Taehun or Hyungshik.
"Yes, shopping~ I wanted to buy presents for Christmas!" said Minwoo cheerfully.
Oh, yes, Christmas, how could he forget? They were busy promoting their Love Letter album, for the past 3 weeks for Christmas and now he can't believe that he just forgot about Christmas. He would like to blame that on his job, his managers, and his boss for not allowing them all to go back home for Christmas. So he kind of forget that Christmas is still there eventhough he wouldn't be able to go back home and celebrate it with his family. He cursed himself silently and nodded to Minwoo, "Yeah, let's go shopping today."
Minwoo jumped in happiness and they agreed to go shopping at 2, Siwan resuming to do what he was supposed to do after promising to Minwoo that he would help Minwoo buying presents for the other members. In the bathroom he heard Hyungshik whined for not being able to join Minwoo for his shopping trip with Siwan. Siwan just smiled, somehow he like that Hyungshik will not tag along. Then, it'd be only the two of them.
It was fun going out with Minwoo, though Siwan had to admit, this boy has so many energy inside. Minwoo was hyper all the way, now Siwan know why Heechul hates going out with Minwoo. Heechul is a bit lazy sometimes, and he dislike spending his time for these kind of things. Heechul enjoys his sleep more than going out or to shopping. Sometimes he even missed his meals because he just chose to sleep rather than eat. "Hyung~ What should I buy for Junyoung hyung?" Minwoo suddenly asked. Siwan thought for a while, "Hmm, I'm not sure. You're closer to him, what does he likes?" Siwan asked back. Minwoo bit his lips. "Ungh, what does Junyoung hyung likes? Uhhh, Dongjun?" he laughed. Siwan laughed too. "Maybe you can put a red bow on Dongjun's hair and give him to Junyoung, saying Merry Christmas," Siwan joked. Minwoo laughed, "Then, I'll have to get a red bow?"
Minwoo ran to the girl's accessories section happily, in attempt to search for the red bow. Siwan couldn't believe that Minwoo actually consider the idea so he ran to Minwoo, "Are you serious?"
Minwoo just laughed, "Why not? I bet Dongjun would be so ashamed."
"I don't think it's good to prank people on Christmas, Minwoo." Siwan didn't like idea.
Minwoo smiled, "I know. I just wanna find something that looks kinda unisex here to give Hyungshik. He doesn't own much accessories. He eat too much, he doesn't have enough money to buy them."
"True," Siwan agrees. They both browsed through the section together, occasionally trying some thing on themselves. Minwoo took a necklace and put it on Siwan, then he smiled, "Hyung, you look pretty in that."
Siwan just smile shyly, "Thanks."
"I think I'mma get this for Hyungshik. Since it look good on you, it would look good on Hyungshik as well," said Minwoo sheepishly.
He didn't know why but when Minwoo's hand touched his neck, he felt electricity runs through him, he jumped a little. Minwoo realized that. Trying to cover it up, "Your hand is cold, Minwoo."
"Really? Haha, sorry, hyung~" he gave his cutest smile to Siwan, melting the older inside.
After paying for all the presents, Minwoo asked them to wrap them up on the spot. The shopping complex offer free gift wrapping service, since it's Christmas season and Siwan couldn't help but to adore this side of Minwoo. Minwoo is caring, in his own way and Siwan is glad that he knows that. As if Minwoo know what he's thinking about, he winked to Siwan and send his brightest smile. Siwan blushed at that, he wonder how can a person be so cute. Minwoo thought that Siwan look adorable with a faint blush on so he couldn't help himself from hugging the older. Caught off guard, Siwan didn't get to do anything, he was shocked and the hug only lasted for 3 seconds.He was stoned and when he realized that, it's already too late, Minwoo had already proceeded in taking all of the gifts.
They went back to their dorm afterwards. There was another letter glued on the door and it has Siwan's name on it. "Again?" Siwan took the letter and brought it in. It surprises them that no one is home. Minwoo chuckled, "They must have gone shopping too."
Siwan just nodded and let himself fall on the couch, sighing contentedly at the softness that welcomed his body. He took the letter and brought it close, examining it a little, it look almost the same, this time it's soft yellow again. He opened it and there was another picture of him and Minwoo playing around backstage. He smiled at this and he flipped the picture. There's a short message again, this time it says, "Thanks for shopping with me, hyung." Siwan stayed like that for a while, staring at the words. He tried to think. Hyung means, it's a boy and not a fangirl at all. And shopping?
Minwoo sat next to him after securing all the presents at a hidden place. He saw Siwan staring at the note for a while and then he pat Siwan's thigh, "Hyung?" he called uncertainly.
Siwan showed him the message and he asked, "Are you thinking what I'm thinking?"
Minwoo place the picture on the table and asked, "What are you thinking?"
"It must be Dongjun." Siwan looked kinda sure about his guess and Minwoo's eyes widened, he can't believe Siwan thought it was Dongjun. Seeing Minwoo's surprised face, Siwan added, "He was the one who gave me the first letter. I think it's him. Plus, I always went out shopping with him." Siwan's eyes was shining, like a detective who just victoriously caught the culprit.
Minwoo sweat dropped at that, wondering just how Siwan's brain works. He was about to say something when Siwan added more, "Is he giving me letters until it's Christmas then? Minwoo what do you think?"
Instead of answering Siwan, Minwoo took something out of pocket. "I don't know, hyung. But I want to give you this." He handed another soft yellow envelope to his hyung.
Siwan took it and stared on it for a while. It's the same envelope again, he looked at Minwoo. Minwoo nodded, signaling him to open it. He opened the envelope and like the others, it has another picture of him and Minwoo. He smiled, "Hey, it's a picture of us, Minwoo." Minwoo smiled and he flipped the picture, there was a note, this time written in a familiar handwriting, "I love you, hyung. Will you love me back?" This time there's a name written down there, "Minwoo".
Siwan looked at Minwoo. Minwoo tried to avoid eye contact but after he gather enough courage, he stared back into those pretty eyes. Minwoo look uncertain and Siwan asked, "So, does this mean you're the one had been sending me letters since yesterday?"
"Uh... not since yesterday. I have been giving them ever since we... well, even before we debut but you never really notice it."
Minwoo took a deep breath. Siwan sounds serious and that scares him a little.
"You've been what?" Siwan sounded shocked.
"Yeah, I've been confessing alot of times in those letters but... you never notice it. You always thought it was fan letters but just yesterday I changed the way it should got to you." Minwoo tried to explain, but he was a little scared, afraid of what Siwan would think him as now. "But hyung, I really mean every word I wrote. I... really love you." Minwoo took Siwan's hand into his and he tried his best not to look so awkward.
Unexpectedly, Siwan blushed, a shade of red across his high cheek. He had been figuring out what is his feelings to Minwoo. At first he thought Minwoo is just cute but as time passed, those feeling grew into something else and Siwan doesn't know what it is.
Is it love then? Siwan avert his gaze to somewhere else, "And I thought you're with Hyungshik.. You guys are so close...." There was a hint of jealousy in his tone of voice and Minwoo noticed it.
"Hyungshik? No. Of course we're close but... we don't have any special relationship. I might get killed by Heechul hyung if I do. Hyungshik is with Heechul if you never notice." He and Hyungshik is really close to each other but it's only like that. Of course Hyungshik is the first to know about his crush on Siwan, he had been helping ever since but it's just that Siwan's ignorance is really high. Minwoo then saw another shocked expression from Siwan.
"What? Hyungshik is with Heechul?" Why didn't he ever notice that?
"Yeah... Doesn't make sense, right? But I don't think love make much sense. Our heart will just go to wherever it likes. It's not like we can control in falling in love and in my case, I don't know why I... love you this much." He squeezed Siwan's hands. Siwan didn't move, he just stays still.
"Hyung? Will you love me back?" Minwoo asked again when Siwan seems a little lost.
Siwan looked back into Minwoo's eyes. "I honestly... don't know how I feel about you but I know I liked you a lot. It's just that I don't know if it's love or not."
"We can try... dating? Then you can leave me if-"
Before Minwoo could finish his words, Siwan shush him. "No, I wouldn't want to break your heart like that. We should-"
This time it's Siwan's turn to be cut but this time by a soft kiss from Minwoo. Siwan felt his heart beating loudly, the feeling of Minwoo's lips touching him makes his heart jump and he melts into kiss. When he closed his eyes, Minwoo left him and he opened it back to see Minwoo biting his own lips.
"Hyung, I'm sorry. I just..."
It was then Siwan felt the urge to pull Minwoo back into another kiss and he did just that, shocking Minwoo who didn't expect it.
This time, the kiss lasted longer, both enjoying the kiss and it feels like they are letting their feelings out in that kiss. It feels right to Siwan, he wonder if he really love Minwoo. And Minwoo smiled before parting, it was just what he needed. He was so happy, it shows in his childish face.
Siwan smiled back. Maybe this could work out between them. Maybe it will be a little weird but Siwan believe as Minwoo said earlier, love just doesn't make any sense. And it includes them.
Omake! Omake!
It's Christmas eve and Siwan came up to Minwoo, who was arranging his boxes of gifts along with the others under the small Christmas tree. They didn't need the big one, since they don't have much space anyway. "Is there any for me?" Siwan asked.
Minwoo stopped arranging and smiled, "Of course there is. Why wouldn't I give you one?" His smile was as bright as the Christmas tree, it was decorated by the maknae line. Siwan smiled nervously, "Minwoo-ya, I forgot to buy yours." Minwoo pouted, "There's none for me then?" Siwan smiled guiltily, "Yeah, I'm sorry. I kind of forgot."
"Then, hyung, will you make up for it?" Minwoo asked, eyes shining in adorable way. Siwan's heart melts, "Well, is there anything that you want? I'll buy it when we have time to go shopping again."
Minwoo was quiet for a moment, thoughts are coming into his mind. Then he smiled, "Yeah... Sleep with me today, hyung?" Siwan's eyes widened at the request. And he hit Minwoo on the head a little, "I take back my words. I'll just get you whatever I want later."
"But hyung~ hyung~" Minwoo pleaded with the biggest and saddest eyes he could make.
Siwan kissed him to shut him out. "Don't be so spoiled, Minwoo."
But that night, in the middle of night, when everybody are already asleep, he felt a weight on his bed and arms circling his waist. He sighed when he heard Minwoo whispers, "Merry Christmas, hyung." Nothing can stop Minwoo from getting what he wanted.
The next morning, Siwan opened his present earlier than anybody else. Minwoo gave him a collection of love letters for him to read and he laughed when their Japanese album, Love Letter are also included in his present. Minwoo highlighted their parts on the lyrics and on Siwan's picture he wrote, "MINE and only MINE" in capital letters. Siwan laughed. At the back of album, Minwoo wrote, "Don't ever forget to buy me presents again. Especially on my birthday. Or else I'll claim you something else."
A/N: I can't believe I take 4 days for this. Dx OMG I'm really sorry. I'm having a major writer's block ever since I marked 122+66 exam papers for my part time job. I had to mark essays and oh god, you don't know how hard it is for me to read all of them. Some of them doesn't make sense at all, and the marking scheme was throwing me 'bla bla bla and anything that would fit the situation'. It takes me almost half an hour to mark just one exam paper. And yes, those answer scripts has 8 big question ;A; means 8 essays to mark each. I hope this doesn't suck as much, I tried so hard to write about this rare pairing, since I can't write anything with Hyungshik or Heechul in it. >,< To ichijo_rui, I hope you're not as disappointed ;A; Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year to you!