Too Late

Nov 15, 2010 16:28

Title: Too Late
Author: Ila Way!
Fandom: ZE:A
Pairing: KevShik, mentions of HeeShik
Rating: NC-17
Genre: Romance/Angst? (a little)
Disclaimer: I don't own Heechul, Hyungshik, Kevin or any of ZE:A members but I do own the right to love them ;]

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Too late
When he saw Heechul flirting with Minwoo, he pretended like he never saw it. He was jealous, oh hell damn jealous. He knew Heechul is always a flirt even before they dated but seeing it with his own eyes really burns so wildly in his heart. He used to hear, he used to read, he used to suspect but he had never has the first hand experience in seeing it with his own eyes. He wanted to look away but he can't. He didn't know why but his eyes are glued to his boyfriend and yes, Minwoo too. Heechul was leaning so close to the blushing boy, whispering something he couldn't hear. Minwoo was blinking, blushing and he looked so shy and well, it just gives off that Minwoo is liking this silently. And then, that part came. He knew it would come soon. The kiss. Oh that kiss that first was planted at the corner, then fully on Minwoo's lips. Hyungshik bit his lips. Heechul was smirking. And he had that playful look on like when he's playing around with Hyungshik. Hyungshik hand curled into a fist and he stormed away from the scene, knowing fully what will happens next.

Off all time, why is it today? Of all people, why is his friend? Why is it Minwoo? It wouldn't hurt as much if he didn't know who's Heechul's been cheating with. But Minwoo? Why him?

His tears fell and he is still biting his lips, trying not to make a sound. He grab his cellphone and dialed a familiar number, wiping his tears in time as he waiting for the person to answer the call.
"Hello?"
"Kevin-hyung." He tried to sound as calm as possible.
"Why did you call? Is there anything?"
"Can I come over to your house now?" he kicked off the dumped can on the street. His chest is getting tighter and tighter by the seconds.
There was a sound of something shuffling. Kevin was most probably on his bed. Probably reading a book with his body wrapped in his comforters. "Uh, yes, of course. Just ring me when you're there."
"I'll see you in ten minutes." Before Kevin could say anything, he hung up the phone. He wiped his tears again and stopped a taxi. The taxi driver was a little shocked to see him crying but Hyungshik just ignored the look and ordered the taxi driver to bring him to Kevin's apartment. After ten minutes, he arrived at the tall building. He went in, to the elevator, all the while trying to contain himself from crying even more, to stop the tears that came running. He pressed on level 9 and waited until he gets to the right floor. He was lucky no one was inside of the elevator except for himself. It would have sucked to have everybody staring at him when he's heartbroken like this.

When he arrived at Kevin's door, he knocked on it, not bothering to ring it. Just in seconds, the door was opened and it looked like Kevin was expecting him. Oh, yes, of course he did, he called before coming. Kevin frowned when he saw Hyungshik's teary eyes. Hyungshik didn't do a good job at stopping his tears from coming out. When he saw that frown on Kevin's eyes, he looked away, "Hyung, can I come in?"
Realizing that he's been staring at Hyungshik, he feels a bit guilty. But then he replied with a yeah and took Hyungshik's hand, guiding him to the couch. Hyungshik sat on the sofa and Kevin sat next to him. With a concerned look, Kevin asked, "What's wrong? What happened?"
Hyungshik didn't bother to look at Kevin but he answered, "I saw it. I saw him with Minwoo."
Kevin looked down, "Ahh, Heechul's cheating on you."
Hyungshik felt like laughing when he heard that coming out of Kevin's lips. Why does it sounds so simple? Wait, it is as simple as that. Heechul just cheated on him. With Minwoo. Fucking cheated on him. His tears fell again. His chest hurts. So fucking much.

Kevin feels bad for Hyungshik when he saw Hyungshik's tears falling down again. He realized that he has chosen the wrong words to reply to the sensitive boy. But it's just true. He hated that man, Jung Heechul, always giving a sly look and always giving him the mocking look. He knew Heechul knew how he feels towards Hyungshik and Heechul away take the advantage of his position as Hyungshik's boyfriend to molest and kiss Hyungshik whenever he feels like it in front of Kevin. And he knew that Heechul did that on purpose since Hyungshik seems to trust and depends more on him rather than his own boyfriend.

He took Hyungshik's hands into his and squeeze it, as if trying to tell Hyungshik that he's there for him. Hyungshik look up to Kevin with a big watery eyes. Then, without his mind even registering what's happening, he leaned closer, closer and closer until they are just a breath away.

He knew the older likes him. He always knew that from the start. From the way Kevin look at him, from the way he reacted when he teases him. Kevin was indeed in love with him but he never did anything to show it because Hyungshik is already Heechul's. And now, as they are closer and closer, lips just an inch away from each other, Kevin wonder, is it right to kiss those pouty lips that have been haunting his dreams every night? The question died when Hyungshik kissed him, making Kevin forget everything. All the tears and Hyungshik's sadness of Heechul cheating on him. He forgot that all and concentrated on the kiss as Hyungshik opened his mouth, letting Kevin to slip his tongue in.

And soon the kiss was heated into something else and Hyungshik was tugging on Kevin's shirt as the other's hands was all over his back, touching Hyungshik's skin here and there. Hyungshik moaned into Kevin's mouth when the older grabbed his ass, squeezing it. Hyungshik's hand found a place on Kevin's strong shoulder as Kevin pulled his shirt up to take it off. When his was off, he did the same to Kevin, revealing the older's toned body. He took some time to stare at it and Kevin smiled at that, it seems that his hard work paid off. It amused Hyungshik somehow as he compared Kevin's body to Heechul's. Kevin leaned in again and kissed Hyungshik's long and seductive neck. Hyungshik let out a breath and let Kevin continue to kiss him more, lower and lower to his chest.

Kevin licked on Hyungshik's nipple, before clamping his mouth on it, suckling, drawing circles with his tongue and biting it teasingly before he went to the other and nibble on it. Hyungshik felt his blood rushes down to the south and he let out a breathy moan, clearly liking the attention Kevin's giving to his body. Kevin begin to undo the button of Hyungshik's tight black pants and the zipper, taking the whole thing off along with the boxer with Hyungshik's help, revealing an aroused member. He then changed their position so that Hyungshik is lying on the couch with him on top of the naked boy.

He kissed Hyungshik passionately while his had traced down again, slowly, very slowly down to his stomach, where he massaged the skin just above the Hyungshik's arousal. Hyungshik moaned and licked on Kevin's lips with half lidded eyes, begging Kevin to go further, just a little more. Understanding the look Hyungshik gave him, he went down to Hyungshik's fully aroused member and began stroking it slowly at the base. Hyungshik let out a louder moan, satisfied with where Kevin' s hand is. Liking the sounds Hyungshik made, Kevin strokes even harder and he stared into Hyungshik's lust filled eye. He licked Hyungshik's lips and kissed his jaw before sucking on the skin just below it.

Then he went down again, lower to Hyungshik's hardened length, ghosting a breath on his. Hyungshik nests his hands in Kevin's hair, hoping for something more.

Kevin licked the slit and sucked on the tips, making Hyungshik cried out his name in sudden pleasure. "Ahh, Kevinnn." That encourages Kevin more and he took more into his mouth, sucking on it while building a good rythm along with his hand pumping on Hyungshik's member. Hyungshik felt hot blood rushes to his head, his cheeks and ears feels hot and he can't help but moan loudly for the other to hear. It just feels damn good and he looked down to see Kevin's heaf bobbing up and down his length. It makes him even aroused and he felt his orgasm coming close. "Hyung, I'm closeee to unhh"

Kevin speed up his pace and sucks even harder on it, making Hyungshik mind go blank with the raw pleasure. Hyungshik's word starting to get incoherent and he came with a scream, spilling his seeds into Kevin's mouth. Kevin swallowed the cum and licked on the droplets on Hyungshik's crotch that managed to escaped from his mouth. Hyungshik was breathing heavily, panting as he tried to calm himself from his orgasm.

Kevin looked up at Hyungshik. Hyungshik's ears and cheeks are red, his mouth are parted and Kevin couldn't resist licking his lips at the picture. Hyungshik looks so seductive and hot like that and he just feel like fucking Hyungshik right there and then. Then suddenly Hyungshik voices something that made his own arousal twitch in excitement. "Kevin hyung... Take off your pants..." he said breathily and seductively. His eyes are half lided as he stared at Kevin's excited face. Kevin obeyed the younger one's command and he takes off his jeans, releasing his own hard rock cock, revealing it to Hyungshik who kind of gasp at the thought of having it inside of him.

Hyungshik then sit up and pulled Kevin's hand to usher him to sit infront of him. He let out a heavy breath, still trying to stop his panting and started licking on Kevin's lips. Kevin replied it with a kiss and soon the kiss turned into a battle of dominance. Hyungshik purposely let Kevin win, he always liked to be the one on bottom. Because being in bottom means he's get filled by Kevin's hard cock and he just liked to be fucked. Maybe that's because when Heechul fucked him before, it feels damn great, he has taken into liking it more than he'd like to believe.

Why is he thinking of Heechul at times like this?

His heart felt a sharp pain when he thought of what Heechul's have been doing behind his back. Kevin left his mouth and started suckling on his neck here and there and the pleasure made Hyungshik wanted to forget about Heechul but he couldn't so he decided to just ignore the pain in his chest, the image of the man he loved from the bottom of his heart and focused on Kevin and the pleasure he gave. Hyungshik's hands found it's place in Kevin's hair once again, feeling the silky strands between his fingers. It felt different to Hyungshik. Heechul's hair was longer. He mentally cursed himself for the thought. Kevin was busy pleasuring Hyungshik, he didn't notice the change of look, though just a little on Hyungshik's face. Hyungshik then decided that this is what he'll do every time Heechul cheated on him. He'll repay the debt with having a secret relationship with Kevin. Yes, that's fair right? Heechul's the one who started this. It's not his fault that he's now with Kevin, doing all sorts of things he shouldn't have done with any other man other than Heechul himself.

He let out a breath, then moaned when Kevin left a wet trail oh his chest. He stopped Kevin's ministration by a light pull on his hair. Hyungshik then kissed Kevin before starting to position himself on top of Kevin's lap. "Kevin hyung~" He called out Kevin's name before lowering himself down, pressing Kevin's cock into his ass. Kevin let out a breath, the tightness and the heat of Hyungshik making him wanted to cum right there and then. But he didn't want this to end like that, he'd like to fuck Hyungshik and see how he'd react, his facial expression, to hear him moan his name.

Hyungshik's breath was erratic, as he slides further down, trying his best to take Kevin's length as far as he could. His hands started gripping on Kevin's strong shoulder harder, feeling each inch of the hard arousal stretch his inner walls. When he reached to the point where there's nothing more ti be pushed inside, he stopped moving for a while, trying to adjust the feeling of a different cock inside of him. Kevin caressed his back lovingly to make Hyungshik feel better with the intrusion and Hyungshik appreciated that much, really because Heechul never do that to him. Hyungshik started to feel as if he should be in love with Kevin instead of that Jung Heechul. But he then kicked the idea away as he started to move, exiting Kevin's cock from his ass before slamming it back to feel the addictive friction he and Kevin craved for as for now.

And soon, he started to build a pace, but it was just enough to make Kevin feel the pleasure of being inside Hyungshik, not enough to take the tension in his crotch higher. Hyungshik was teasing, when he saw Kevin's dark eyes stared at him lustfully, he licked his lips and smirked. Kevin, catching the look, pull Hyungshik for a open mouthed kiss. He gripped on Hyungshik's hips, forcing Hyungshik to slam onto him harder, making Hyungshik scream in pleasure and shock.

It wasn't long until Kevin takes total control over the moaning and shivering boy. He thrusted in time of slamming Hyungshik, making the pace faster. Hyungshik couldn't think anymore, it all went away as his brain is melting to the excessive pleasure Kevin is giving him. He closed his eyes, he can't seem to open it anymore as the knot inside of him getting tighter and tighter, almost choking him, making him breathe in a total mess. Kevin was staring and the picture of Hyungshik loss in total pleasure, made him starting to lose himself too. They were so close to the point. To that point where the hot raw white pleasure is in their reach.

After few more fucking and slamming, Hyungshik can feel his orgasm just seconds away. "Kevinnnnnn hyunggg ahhhhhhhh!" He let out a scream when his member contracted, shooting hot white sticky liquid on Kevin's chest. When he cummed, his walls contacted and after two last thrust Kevin too came with a grunt. Hyungshik fell on Kevin, his hands not being able to support him anymore. He was totally spent. Kevin just let Hyungshik fell on him, letting Hyungshik's head to rest on his shoulder. They were sweaty and put of breath. Kevin recovered faster than Hyungshik and he caressed the other's back, "Hyungshik-ah, that... that was awesome."

Hyungshik smiled hearing that, he almost laugh, in fact. But the next words Kevin said made him feel guilty towards the other.

"Hyungshik-ah, I love you."

Hyungshik didn't reply or make any move. Hearing those words aches his heart. Heechul started appearing in his mind, the one that he loves and then Kevin, the one that loves him. Then it suddenly hits him.

What is he doing right now? He doesn't only betray Heechul's trust, but he betrayed his own love, his own feelings and Kevin's heart. What have he done?

But it's too late. It's too late.

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A/N: It's crazy because I'm having a mixed up emotion again. I don't know. My first ZE:A smut fic. And I'm not even sure how it had turned out. But then again, there's KevShik :] Enjoy~
Waiting at the library sucks Dx For those who celebrate Hari Raya Korban, happy holiday~
And ahhh, I was thinking of turning this into chaptered fic. But then again, I'm not sure haha
Another HeeShik will come through, probably next week as a sequel to Late Dreams.
Anything, blame Shikkie for being in my mind constantly. (and Heechul too, of course)

Feel free to give me constructive cristism or praise me?  haha okay sorry.

Click this to see how crazy/retarded I am after drinking too much coke to have come up with the idea of doing it.

pairing: heechul/hyungshik, #fanfiction, rating: nc-17, pairing: kevin/hyungshik

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