I woke up at 5:50am this morning.
I get to go home today, wooo! But first I'm having breakfast with two beautiful angels.
Last night was pretty awful, expect for getting my belly button pierced, that made me happy :)
I just hate when guys try to tell you that they're not like everyone else, but they really are. It's completely silly and pointless. I'm not even upset, I feel like he embarrassed himself more than anything. He told me that he was going to go out with some other girl, then told me that he (direct quote) "I'm not lying to you when I say that I feel awful about this.. I haven't felt like I feel towards you towards anyone in a long time.. I love when you text me and I have like a high whenever I leave from hanging out with you." Apparently not if he's going to date another girl. So silly. He then tried to make it my fault, as if it was my decision. So pointless. He's referring to this as a "personal life implosion". Hahaha.
I'm really looking forward to breakfast this morning. I hope they put the normal onions back for omelettes and don't have the gross ones that look like they boiled them down and dyed them pink. I really want a green pepper, tomato, onion and ham omelette. Mmmm. And I need to drink a cup of tea, because I have a temp of 100 degrees and I really want that to go down before I leave for home. My mom is bringing my grandmother up and we're supposed to go shopping, and I really don't want to ruin the plans. We haven't gotten to go shopping in a while, so I'm really looking forward to it. I'm not sure if we're going to the Auburn Mall or the Wrentham Outlets, but we'll see. It's kinda gross outside and it's supposed to rain all day, so I'm not sure if outlets are the best thing to do today, even though those outlets are so much fun to walk around because they have every shop you could ever dream of. I guess I'll see once they get here.
I started a WebMD calorie counter/fitness tracker online the other day. I really like it. It shows me how I can be eating better and how much exercising I'm actually doing. It tells you how many calories you burn just by folding laundry or walking to class. It's pretty neat. I'm hoping it'll help me become more cautious about what I'm putting in my body, and maybe it'll push me to keep with running. I'm starting running again next week. I'm nervous, but I found a great program that I think will be perfect for me. I'm really excited to get back into shape and not feel so gross and large, even though I know I'm not. I just feel like indoor track did not keep me in the best of shape. Field hockey this past fall definitely did. I got the best workout of my life from that. I wish I could go back and have watched what I ate more then so that I would have lost more weight, but oh well. Can't change the past.
I'm so excited to get to see all of my friends from home that I haven't gotten to see in awhile! Annnd suuuper pumped to go to UMO on the 24th! I'm really tired now for some reason.. I wish I didn't wake up around 6 this morning.. Definitely not fun. I tried to go back to sleep, but I just couldn't get comfortable. At least I'll get to sleep in my own (or my mom's) bed tonight. I'll definitely sleep a lot better. I hope I get to work a couple of days while I'm home. I need more money in my bank account so I don't have to worry about overdrawing and the horrendous fees that come from overdrawing. Annd I really want to get my tattoo over break, so a little extra money would make me feel a little better about that.
I think I'm going to nap for the 20min I have before breakfast.. <3
Last night was pretty awful, expect for getting my belly button pierced, that made me happy :)
I just hate when guys try to tell you that they're not like everyone else, but they really are. It's completely silly and pointless. I'm not even upset, I feel like he embarrassed himself more than anything. He told me that he was going to go out with some other girl, then told me that he (direct quote) "I'm not lying to you when I say that I feel awful about this.. I haven't felt like I feel towards you towards anyone in a long time.. I love when you text me and I have like a high whenever I leave from hanging out with you." Apparently not if he's going to date another girl. So silly. He then tried to make it my fault, as if it was my decision. So pointless. He's referring to this as a "personal life implosion". Hahaha.
I'm really looking forward to breakfast this morning. I hope they put the normal onions back for omelettes and don't have the gross ones that look like they boiled them down and dyed them pink. I really want a green pepper, tomato, onion and ham omelette. Mmmm. And I need to drink a cup of tea, because I have a temp of 100 degrees and I really want that to go down before I leave for home. My mom is bringing my grandmother up and we're supposed to go shopping, and I really don't want to ruin the plans. We haven't gotten to go shopping in a while, so I'm really looking forward to it. I'm not sure if we're going to the Auburn Mall or the Wrentham Outlets, but we'll see. It's kinda gross outside and it's supposed to rain all day, so I'm not sure if outlets are the best thing to do today, even though those outlets are so much fun to walk around because they have every shop you could ever dream of. I guess I'll see once they get here.
I started a WebMD calorie counter/fitness tracker online the other day. I really like it. It shows me how I can be eating better and how much exercising I'm actually doing. It tells you how many calories you burn just by folding laundry or walking to class. It's pretty neat. I'm hoping it'll help me become more cautious about what I'm putting in my body, and maybe it'll push me to keep with running. I'm starting running again next week. I'm nervous, but I found a great program that I think will be perfect for me. I'm really excited to get back into shape and not feel so gross and large, even though I know I'm not. I just feel like indoor track did not keep me in the best of shape. Field hockey this past fall definitely did. I got the best workout of my life from that. I wish I could go back and have watched what I ate more then so that I would have lost more weight, but oh well. Can't change the past.
I'm so excited to get to see all of my friends from home that I haven't gotten to see in awhile! Annnd suuuper pumped to go to UMO on the 24th! I'm really tired now for some reason.. I wish I didn't wake up around 6 this morning.. Definitely not fun. I tried to go back to sleep, but I just couldn't get comfortable. At least I'll get to sleep in my own (or my mom's) bed tonight. I'll definitely sleep a lot better. I hope I get to work a couple of days while I'm home. I need more money in my bank account so I don't have to worry about overdrawing and the horrendous fees that come from overdrawing. Annd I really want to get my tattoo over break, so a little extra money would make me feel a little better about that.
I think I'm going to nap for the 20min I have before breakfast.. <3