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is the world ending and i just didn't get the memo? everyone seems so unhappy. and i, for one, would not say i am not the picture of happiness, but still. things can't be that bad. things could be worse. things could be a lot worse then what you're making them out to be. i am completely aware that so many things suck in my life, but a deep sense of acceptance has made my life so much more fulfilling. yeah, i might have gotten my heart broken earlier in the year but you know what? its okay. it hurt but, it's okay. i'm still alive. i still see them. i still am friends with them. i meet new people all the time, make new friends and connections. ive met someone i really like, so who knows what will happen.
i stayed up for 36 hours finishing my 2d design final, among other things. but it was okay. it was worth it. I didnt put it off, because i started it three days before that. it just took a long time. when i showed my teacher he said "that is beautiful." it wasn't the absolute best in the class but it was the best i could do. and that is perfectly alright.
some people waste so much energy hating other people. oh i hate lots of people but i try not to think about it as much as i used to. don't waste your energy.
first semester went to quickly. i learned a lot. it was humbling. i'm ready for what's next. i wanna get back to the city, ive been home for 24 hours and i'm already itching to get back. i'm going back for my exam on wednesday and then staying around for a show next saturday which i'm pretty much using as an excuse to stay up there longer. i'll be back next sunday for the rest of the break. ugh. should i be guilty about not wanting to come home?
i stayed up for 36 hours finishing my 2d design final, among other things. but it was okay. it was worth it. I didnt put it off, because i started it three days before that. it just took a long time. when i showed my teacher he said "that is beautiful." it wasn't the absolute best in the class but it was the best i could do. and that is perfectly alright.
some people waste so much energy hating other people. oh i hate lots of people but i try not to think about it as much as i used to. don't waste your energy.
first semester went to quickly. i learned a lot. it was humbling. i'm ready for what's next. i wanna get back to the city, ive been home for 24 hours and i'm already itching to get back. i'm going back for my exam on wednesday and then staying around for a show next saturday which i'm pretty much using as an excuse to stay up there longer. i'll be back next sunday for the rest of the break. ugh. should i be guilty about not wanting to come home?