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x2 pHeNoM: hi
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: hi
x2 pHeNoM: you know, i really do feel like complete and utter s#!T
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: why
x2 pHeNoM: wasnt it obvious?
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: no what
x2 pHeNoM: i could frickin care less about us dancing, it woulda been nice but that wasnt the big thing... Krysta i realized tonight that what we have is special and i want everything to be absolutely perfect and nothing short of it.. that includes our first kiss, and me asking you out... nothing seemed right tonight, i want everything to be memerable to the fullest extent, i just could not physically pull myself to kiss you or anything else tonight... i felt like breaking down in tears i just couldnt physically kiss you i havent felt like this since Kim.... i didnt know it would have that effect on me :'(
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: what do you mean so u dont want to kiss me?
x2 pHeNoM: wow you totally took that the wrong way...
x2 pHeNoM: not at all... i want to kiss you and wanted to kiss you more tehn anything in the world
x2 pHeNoM: my brain moved forward
x2 pHeNoM: my body stayed put
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: oh
x2 pHeNoM: this hasnt happened to me since Kim
x2 pHeNoM: i didnt know feeling this way about you would do that to me
x2 pHeNoM: you know, me, the cocky gets any giorl he wants and can kiss them no problem guy
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: yeah
x2 pHeNoM: i dont know
x2 pHeNoM: im depressed
x2 pHeNoM: anxiety's gettin to me
x2 pHeNoM: worst feeling in the world
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: im sorry
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: dont be depressed
x2 pHeNoM: no im sorry for buggin you about dancing, i just didnt have any other excuse
x2 pHeNoM: that was my scapegoat
x2 pHeNoM: i didnt want you to knwo the truth
x2 pHeNoM: becuz i was shocked
x2 pHeNoM: still am
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: shocked of wgat
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: what*
x2 pHeNoM: i feel like the kid who never had his first kiss yet again and thinks he's in love
x2 pHeNoM: i feel like im gunna throw up
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: aww
x2 pHeNoM: i just dont think tnight was the right night
x2 pHeNoM: i dont want it to be in public, ive totally decided that tonight
x2 pHeNoM: i want it to be perfect Krysta
x2 pHeNoM: and nothing short of it
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: ok
x2 pHeNoM: tomorrow we're gettin together
x2 pHeNoM: for once Krysta, just say yes
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: is that why sometimes you looked like you were gonna cry
x2 pHeNoM: i didnt know i really looked that way
x2 pHeNoM: i would never cry in front of someone
x2 pHeNoM: i dont know
x2 pHeNoM: probably
x2 pHeNoM: im torn up right now
x2 pHeNoM: this isnt me
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: its okk
x2 pHeNoM: i honestly think im gunna fall in love with you
x2 pHeNoM: thats why its so hard
x2 pHeNoM: if i havent already...
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: oh
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: well whats the like problem i dont really understand why you are upset
x2 pHeNoM: its an anxiety thing, i get to the point where i almost feel like suicidal becuz i feel like i couldnt physically kiss you
x2 pHeNoM: this happened before to me with Jenn before i moved thje first time
x2 pHeNoM: i couldnt kiss her
x2 pHeNoM: and i came home crying and i cried for a day n wouldnt goto school
x2 pHeNoM: it killed me
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: dont be like that noww
x2 pHeNoM: that was before my first kiss
x2 pHeNoM: no i wont be
x2 pHeNoM: its not like that
x2 pHeNoM: with you its more just i want everything to be perfect
x2 pHeNoM: but i also reallyu really really wanted to kiss you tongith
x2 pHeNoM: and have us be together
x2 pHeNoM: n it didnt work out that way
x2 pHeNoM: and i feel like ill never get to see you again
x2 pHeNoM: becuz of your "problem"
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: of course you will
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: dont think like that
x2 pHeNoM: why shouldnt i
x2 pHeNoM: you tell me yourself you have a problem
x2 pHeNoM: im sick of fighting you
x2 pHeNoM: if you dont wanna see me then fine
x2 pHeNoM: i wont ask
x2 pHeNoM: ive never heard of a medical condition where you couldnt get together with someone you liek
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: i told you im gonna fix it
x2 pHeNoM: well why dont you start with tomorrow
x2 pHeNoM: me there or you here
x2 pHeNoM: and i promise, neither one of us will be dissapointed aqt the end of the night
x2 pHeNoM: what do you say
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: yea ok if i can
x2 pHeNoM: thats no better then a mayeb
x2 pHeNoM: maybe
x2 pHeNoM: thanks
x2 pHeNoM: ask your mom now
x2 pHeNoM: im sure shes still awake
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: sethh dont start
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: be happy
x2 pHeNoM: i cant
x2 pHeNoM: you always do this to me
x2 pHeNoM: and nows not the time
x2 pHeNoM: go ask her
x2 pHeNoM: please
x2 pHeNoM: help me out a lil here will ya
x2 pHeNoM: your not gunna regret it
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: she went to sleep when i got home ill ask in the morning
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: just relax ok
x2 pHeNoM: im calm dont worry
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: be happpy
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: i luv you
x2 pHeNoM: i luv you too :-)
x2 pHeNoM: and i am happy about tonight
x2 pHeNoM: i just had a panic attack
x2 pHeNoM: im relaxxed i got sum food adna d rink
x2 pHeNoM: i got it off my chest to you
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: good im happy about it too
x2 pHeNoM: im lookin foraward to a new day
x2 pHeNoM: i just have to look at the positives
x2 pHeNoM: so what if we progressed a lil slower then we both thought
x2 pHeNoM: it will be all the more special
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: yupp
x2 pHeNoM: n i had a great night cuddling with you
x2 pHeNoM: wouldnt trade it for the world
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: aww:-)
x2 pHeNoM: :-)
x2 pHeNoM: im sorry baby
x2 pHeNoM: i didnt mean to hurt you
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: its alright
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: mmm i smell like you lol
x2 pHeNoM: :-D
x2 pHeNoM: lol
x2 pHeNoM: hey whadda ya kno i smell like me too
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: lol
x2 pHeNoM: hehe ok now im excited again
x2 pHeNoM: god i was so horny tonight when you first spread your legs
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: haha
x2 pHeNoM: next time you do that pull as close to me as you can... not in public tho
x2 pHeNoM: hehe
x2 pHeNoM: ut oh
x2 pHeNoM: do u have any other pants besides jeans
x2 pHeNoM: sumthing softer perhaps
x2 pHeNoM: lol
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: yea lol
x2 pHeNoM: good wear them tomorro
x2 pHeNoM: w
x2 pHeNoM: =-O
x2 pHeNoM: just in case O:-)
x2 pHeNoM: if we get together
x2 pHeNoM: lol
x2 pHeNoM: which we better
x2 pHeNoM: lol
x2 pHeNoM: im grawling at you
x2 pHeNoM: grrr
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: lol
x2 pHeNoM: can you wear those though if we get together?
x2 pHeNoM: just a precautionary measure O:-)
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: yeahh
x2 pHeNoM: heheh yay
x2 pHeNoM: fyi... if somebodys home no matter where we are there is no way that ill be able to give you handly pleasure if your wearing jeans lolol
x2 pHeNoM: ;-) keep that in mind
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: lol ook
x2 pHeNoM: handly pleasure
x2 pHeNoM: wtf
x2 pHeNoM: hahahaha
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: everyones iming me like "heyy slut" lol
x2 pHeNoM: how was the cell phone thing tonight lol if you were leaning forward more i think you would have been teased a bit more hehe
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: that was nicee i liked that lol
x2 pHeNoM: ill use more then a cell phone next time
x2 pHeNoM: hey slut answer me
x2 pHeNoM: :-P
x2 pHeNoM: you know a few times toniight i thought you were gunna put your hand a certain sumwhere i was like dying of being teased lol
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: lol
x2 pHeNoM: why didnt you!!!!!!
x2 pHeNoM: lol
x2 pHeNoM: you know what really works
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: what
x2 pHeNoM: put your hand in my pocket and get close to my inner thigh
x2 pHeNoM: ill be drooling
x2 pHeNoM: tease me like that
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: lol ill remember to do that
x2 pHeNoM: yay
x2 pHeNoM: god im gunna go masturbate after i get done eating
x2 pHeNoM: ill video tape it and hopefully send it to you
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: reallly
x2 pHeNoM: yeah baby if i can find my cameraaa
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: yayy
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: im gonna eat and lay down fora few minutes
x2 pHeNoM: kk
x2 pHeNoM: found my camera
x2 pHeNoM: hehehehe
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: good
x2 pHeNoM: baby you have no idea how badly i wanna kiss you right now
x2 pHeNoM: tomorrow, if you come over, ill do anything you want O:-)
x2 pHeNoM: or if im there
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: :-*
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: ill ttyl
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: luv youu
x2 pHeNoM: luv you too baby
x2 pHeNoM: you comin back tonight?
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: yea
x2 pHeNoM: i hope i like this video
x2 pHeNoM: hehe
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: better like it
x2 pHeNoM: then you better masturbate to it
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: of coursee
x2 pHeNoM: maybe tomorrow i could do it in person for ya
x2 pHeNoM: hahaha
x2 pHeNoM: wow
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: lol
x2 pHeNoM: im so horny
x2 pHeNoM: if you were here right now...
x2 pHeNoM: picture me kissin down your stomach and unbuttoning your jeans... unzipping them slowly and kissing still as i pull them down...
x2 pHeNoM: lightly place my lips on your panties right over your pussy
x2 pHeNoM: then my tongue
x2 pHeNoM: teasing you
x2 pHeNoM: mMmMmmMmm
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: hehe
x2 pHeNoM: you better want me tomorrow
x2 pHeNoM: lol
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: lol
x2 pHeNoM: go lay down
x2 pHeNoM: im making a video
x2 pHeNoM: lol
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: ok lol
x2 pHeNoM: i sound so retarded
Auto response from xXxBeAcHxBuM91: Be back soon
I luv youu Seth:-*
x2 pHeNoM: lol
x2 pHeNoM: i keep talkin to you
x2 pHeNoM: OMG
x2 pHeNoM: loving the away message
x2 pHeNoM: baby im going to sleep... ill send you the video tomorrow it would take too long tonight
x2 pHeNoM: i luv you
x2 pHeNoM: and hope we can see each other in some fashion tomorrow
x2 pHeNoM: :-)
x2 pHeNoM: night hun
x2 pHeNoM signed off at 12:23:30 AM.
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: hi
x2 pHeNoM: you know, i really do feel like complete and utter s#!T
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: why
x2 pHeNoM: wasnt it obvious?
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: no what
x2 pHeNoM: i could frickin care less about us dancing, it woulda been nice but that wasnt the big thing... Krysta i realized tonight that what we have is special and i want everything to be absolutely perfect and nothing short of it.. that includes our first kiss, and me asking you out... nothing seemed right tonight, i want everything to be memerable to the fullest extent, i just could not physically pull myself to kiss you or anything else tonight... i felt like breaking down in tears i just couldnt physically kiss you i havent felt like this since Kim.... i didnt know it would have that effect on me :'(
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: what do you mean so u dont want to kiss me?
x2 pHeNoM: wow you totally took that the wrong way...
x2 pHeNoM: not at all... i want to kiss you and wanted to kiss you more tehn anything in the world
x2 pHeNoM: my brain moved forward
x2 pHeNoM: my body stayed put
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: oh
x2 pHeNoM: this hasnt happened to me since Kim
x2 pHeNoM: i didnt know feeling this way about you would do that to me
x2 pHeNoM: you know, me, the cocky gets any giorl he wants and can kiss them no problem guy
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: yeah
x2 pHeNoM: i dont know
x2 pHeNoM: im depressed
x2 pHeNoM: anxiety's gettin to me
x2 pHeNoM: worst feeling in the world
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: im sorry
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: dont be depressed
x2 pHeNoM: no im sorry for buggin you about dancing, i just didnt have any other excuse
x2 pHeNoM: that was my scapegoat
x2 pHeNoM: i didnt want you to knwo the truth
x2 pHeNoM: becuz i was shocked
x2 pHeNoM: still am
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: shocked of wgat
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: what*
x2 pHeNoM: i feel like the kid who never had his first kiss yet again and thinks he's in love
x2 pHeNoM: i feel like im gunna throw up
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: aww
x2 pHeNoM: i just dont think tnight was the right night
x2 pHeNoM: i dont want it to be in public, ive totally decided that tonight
x2 pHeNoM: i want it to be perfect Krysta
x2 pHeNoM: and nothing short of it
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: ok
x2 pHeNoM: tomorrow we're gettin together
x2 pHeNoM: for once Krysta, just say yes
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: is that why sometimes you looked like you were gonna cry
x2 pHeNoM: i didnt know i really looked that way
x2 pHeNoM: i would never cry in front of someone
x2 pHeNoM: i dont know
x2 pHeNoM: probably
x2 pHeNoM: im torn up right now
x2 pHeNoM: this isnt me
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: its okk
x2 pHeNoM: i honestly think im gunna fall in love with you
x2 pHeNoM: thats why its so hard
x2 pHeNoM: if i havent already...
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: oh
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: well whats the like problem i dont really understand why you are upset
x2 pHeNoM: its an anxiety thing, i get to the point where i almost feel like suicidal becuz i feel like i couldnt physically kiss you
x2 pHeNoM: this happened before to me with Jenn before i moved thje first time
x2 pHeNoM: i couldnt kiss her
x2 pHeNoM: and i came home crying and i cried for a day n wouldnt goto school
x2 pHeNoM: it killed me
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: dont be like that noww
x2 pHeNoM: that was before my first kiss
x2 pHeNoM: no i wont be
x2 pHeNoM: its not like that
x2 pHeNoM: with you its more just i want everything to be perfect
x2 pHeNoM: but i also reallyu really really wanted to kiss you tongith
x2 pHeNoM: and have us be together
x2 pHeNoM: n it didnt work out that way
x2 pHeNoM: and i feel like ill never get to see you again
x2 pHeNoM: becuz of your "problem"
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: of course you will
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: dont think like that
x2 pHeNoM: why shouldnt i
x2 pHeNoM: you tell me yourself you have a problem
x2 pHeNoM: im sick of fighting you
x2 pHeNoM: if you dont wanna see me then fine
x2 pHeNoM: i wont ask
x2 pHeNoM: ive never heard of a medical condition where you couldnt get together with someone you liek
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: i told you im gonna fix it
x2 pHeNoM: well why dont you start with tomorrow
x2 pHeNoM: me there or you here
x2 pHeNoM: and i promise, neither one of us will be dissapointed aqt the end of the night
x2 pHeNoM: what do you say
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: yea ok if i can
x2 pHeNoM: thats no better then a mayeb
x2 pHeNoM: maybe
x2 pHeNoM: thanks
x2 pHeNoM: ask your mom now
x2 pHeNoM: im sure shes still awake
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: sethh dont start
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: be happy
x2 pHeNoM: i cant
x2 pHeNoM: you always do this to me
x2 pHeNoM: and nows not the time
x2 pHeNoM: go ask her
x2 pHeNoM: please
x2 pHeNoM: help me out a lil here will ya
x2 pHeNoM: your not gunna regret it
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: she went to sleep when i got home ill ask in the morning
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: just relax ok
x2 pHeNoM: im calm dont worry
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: be happpy
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: i luv you
x2 pHeNoM: i luv you too :-)
x2 pHeNoM: and i am happy about tonight
x2 pHeNoM: i just had a panic attack
x2 pHeNoM: im relaxxed i got sum food adna d rink
x2 pHeNoM: i got it off my chest to you
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: good im happy about it too
x2 pHeNoM: im lookin foraward to a new day
x2 pHeNoM: i just have to look at the positives
x2 pHeNoM: so what if we progressed a lil slower then we both thought
x2 pHeNoM: it will be all the more special
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: yupp
x2 pHeNoM: n i had a great night cuddling with you
x2 pHeNoM: wouldnt trade it for the world
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: aww:-)
x2 pHeNoM: :-)
x2 pHeNoM: im sorry baby
x2 pHeNoM: i didnt mean to hurt you
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: its alright
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: mmm i smell like you lol
x2 pHeNoM: :-D
x2 pHeNoM: lol
x2 pHeNoM: hey whadda ya kno i smell like me too
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: lol
x2 pHeNoM: hehe ok now im excited again
x2 pHeNoM: god i was so horny tonight when you first spread your legs
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: haha
x2 pHeNoM: next time you do that pull as close to me as you can... not in public tho
x2 pHeNoM: hehe
x2 pHeNoM: ut oh
x2 pHeNoM: do u have any other pants besides jeans
x2 pHeNoM: sumthing softer perhaps
x2 pHeNoM: lol
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: yea lol
x2 pHeNoM: good wear them tomorro
x2 pHeNoM: w
x2 pHeNoM: =-O
x2 pHeNoM: just in case O:-)
x2 pHeNoM: if we get together
x2 pHeNoM: lol
x2 pHeNoM: which we better
x2 pHeNoM: lol
x2 pHeNoM: im grawling at you
x2 pHeNoM: grrr
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: lol
x2 pHeNoM: can you wear those though if we get together?
x2 pHeNoM: just a precautionary measure O:-)
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: yeahh
x2 pHeNoM: heheh yay
x2 pHeNoM: fyi... if somebodys home no matter where we are there is no way that ill be able to give you handly pleasure if your wearing jeans lolol
x2 pHeNoM: ;-) keep that in mind
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: lol ook
x2 pHeNoM: handly pleasure
x2 pHeNoM: wtf
x2 pHeNoM: hahahaha
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: everyones iming me like "heyy slut" lol
x2 pHeNoM: how was the cell phone thing tonight lol if you were leaning forward more i think you would have been teased a bit more hehe
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: that was nicee i liked that lol
x2 pHeNoM: ill use more then a cell phone next time
x2 pHeNoM: hey slut answer me
x2 pHeNoM: :-P
x2 pHeNoM: you know a few times toniight i thought you were gunna put your hand a certain sumwhere i was like dying of being teased lol
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: lol
x2 pHeNoM: why didnt you!!!!!!
x2 pHeNoM: lol
x2 pHeNoM: you know what really works
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: what
x2 pHeNoM: put your hand in my pocket and get close to my inner thigh
x2 pHeNoM: ill be drooling
x2 pHeNoM: tease me like that
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: lol ill remember to do that
x2 pHeNoM: yay
x2 pHeNoM: god im gunna go masturbate after i get done eating
x2 pHeNoM: ill video tape it and hopefully send it to you
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: reallly
x2 pHeNoM: yeah baby if i can find my cameraaa
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: yayy
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: im gonna eat and lay down fora few minutes
x2 pHeNoM: kk
x2 pHeNoM: found my camera
x2 pHeNoM: hehehehe
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: good
x2 pHeNoM: baby you have no idea how badly i wanna kiss you right now
x2 pHeNoM: tomorrow, if you come over, ill do anything you want O:-)
x2 pHeNoM: or if im there
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: :-*
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: ill ttyl
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: luv youu
x2 pHeNoM: luv you too baby
x2 pHeNoM: you comin back tonight?
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: yea
x2 pHeNoM: i hope i like this video
x2 pHeNoM: hehe
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: better like it
x2 pHeNoM: then you better masturbate to it
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: of coursee
x2 pHeNoM: maybe tomorrow i could do it in person for ya
x2 pHeNoM: hahaha
x2 pHeNoM: wow
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: lol
x2 pHeNoM: im so horny
x2 pHeNoM: if you were here right now...
x2 pHeNoM: picture me kissin down your stomach and unbuttoning your jeans... unzipping them slowly and kissing still as i pull them down...
x2 pHeNoM: lightly place my lips on your panties right over your pussy
x2 pHeNoM: then my tongue
x2 pHeNoM: teasing you
x2 pHeNoM: mMmMmmMmm
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: hehe
x2 pHeNoM: you better want me tomorrow
x2 pHeNoM: lol
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: lol
x2 pHeNoM: go lay down
x2 pHeNoM: im making a video
x2 pHeNoM: lol
xXxBeAcHxBuM91: ok lol
x2 pHeNoM: i sound so retarded
Auto response from xXxBeAcHxBuM91: Be back soon
I luv youu Seth:-*
x2 pHeNoM: lol
x2 pHeNoM: i keep talkin to you
x2 pHeNoM: OMG
x2 pHeNoM: loving the away message
x2 pHeNoM: baby im going to sleep... ill send you the video tomorrow it would take too long tonight
x2 pHeNoM: i luv you
x2 pHeNoM: and hope we can see each other in some fashion tomorrow
x2 pHeNoM: :-)
x2 pHeNoM: night hun
x2 pHeNoM signed off at 12:23:30 AM.