I'm tired
I just got done cleaning my room, gah, that took a whole lotta effort.....I cleaned out every drawer and every nook and closet (I have more than 1) ahh, it was crazy. I'm very upset again, Jonathan was supposed to call me because we had important stuff to talk about and I called and he wasn't home. I think I'm just going to give up, I'm too mentally exhausted to care anymore. I'm exhausted, I'm tired of crying, I'm tired of worrying, I'm tired of waiting, it makes sense just to give up. I just want to die.....I mean really, wtf is wrong with me? Can someone tell me? I'm about to lose my freakin mind! My chest hurts really bad, gah, I'm gonna end up having to go back to the doctor and get more tests done. Oh well, anywho, I think I'm gonna take my crying rear end to bed and try to be happy tomorrow. I love ya'll!
Cass
Cass