Time
Well now that all of that is over. ::dusts off hands::
It's amazing how many of my friends even one's I don't get to talk to that often have just come out of the woodwork to make sure I'm ok.
To all of you whom I have not spoke to or seen or even contacted in what seems like forever; Hi. Thank you for your support and especially thank you for waiting. I'm back, I am no longer defined by my realtionship with someone else. I am me.
For all of you who worried about me: I am a direct, sometimes abrasive, opinionated (fill in the blank: hint ryhmes with itch). And I will never let some relationship or lack there of change my ability to take care of myself. I am too smart to lament over love lost for too long. As I am an adult (even with all my kicking and screaming about being one) I am equipt to take care of myself. I no longer rely on some other person's kindness whether that person is a man or parent. I can afford my living arrangements and all of my other bills and still have some left over for fun (like manga or skiing).
I will not sit at home and wonder about what could have been because reality is far more interesting. The reality is that I am single and that means I can go out and have fun again and not have to worry about someone elses opinion. This also means that I will have more free time to do with what I please.
So if you do want the whole story don't hesitate to call, e-mail, or buy me lunch ^_^
And if you think I'm taking this well, seriously. That's debatable. I mean I did lose a bunch of weight and I am still very angry for a variety of reasons. I wonder how long it will take for that to go away?
It's amazing how many of my friends even one's I don't get to talk to that often have just come out of the woodwork to make sure I'm ok.
To all of you whom I have not spoke to or seen or even contacted in what seems like forever; Hi. Thank you for your support and especially thank you for waiting. I'm back, I am no longer defined by my realtionship with someone else. I am me.
For all of you who worried about me: I am a direct, sometimes abrasive, opinionated (fill in the blank: hint ryhmes with itch). And I will never let some relationship or lack there of change my ability to take care of myself. I am too smart to lament over love lost for too long. As I am an adult (even with all my kicking and screaming about being one) I am equipt to take care of myself. I no longer rely on some other person's kindness whether that person is a man or parent. I can afford my living arrangements and all of my other bills and still have some left over for fun (like manga or skiing).
I will not sit at home and wonder about what could have been because reality is far more interesting. The reality is that I am single and that means I can go out and have fun again and not have to worry about someone elses opinion. This also means that I will have more free time to do with what I please.
So if you do want the whole story don't hesitate to call, e-mail, or buy me lunch ^_^
And if you think I'm taking this well, seriously. That's debatable. I mean I did lose a bunch of weight and I am still very angry for a variety of reasons. I wonder how long it will take for that to go away?