Jan 01, 2005 15:06
Well, I've had a lackage of posting lately again. So much has been happening but I really just feel down. For the past 2 days I've been kinda congested.. So I woke up today, and could barely breath, I was gasping for breath and everything. X_X I've had a pretty fun Christmas break, thing. Whatever you want to call it. Got some chances to hang out with some good friends and such. My cousins are here this weekend.. Since I'm sick their staying away. (Thank god. Lol)
Me and Tiffany, my ex girlfriend.. the whole Animazement Ordeal, yeah. Anyways, we became friends again over the holiday. Well, so I thought. But it seems she has been talking behind my back. Her friend likes me, but Tiffany I guess doesn't want her to. Saying I'm a bad person or something.
Aaron gave me a call today, to see how my new years was. It was good and all, I also got a new movie, Resident Evil: Apocolypse.. And I asked if Aaron would like to see it, and he said "Yeah, that's a good movie." And I laughed, because I didn't know he'd Already seen it, and I asked where. He said he saw it with Sarah. XD Not a surprise. But I jokingly said "See, this is why you should break up with her. We can't see any new stuff together like we used to.".. It was a joke. Well, he got all pissed off at me, and we hung up. ..*Sigh* It's like I'm losing all of my friends. It looks like my "New Year" is going to be really screwed up. I really hope things start turning out better soon.. I really don't know how much more I can take. x_X
On a side note.. Chase has been complaining alot lately about religion, I dunno about all this. He really doesn't want to be confined to one thing, I can understand. There's so much stuff to learn about all the different religions and things.. But his mom is being really hipocritical on him. I hope that goes better, but I dunno. I feel like I'm losing him as a friend too. I mean, it's like everyone's a priority.. But it's like all the girls always come before me. I don't know, I'm not even sure if I feel like being friends with anyone anymore. It always seems like I get screwed over some how, or emotionally hurt somehow.
Well anyways, things really need to start going better. Enough for now, hope everyone had a good Christmas and New Years!
Love,
~Iku