Life is not supposed to be like this
welllll today...
What can I say? I slept until 11, spent the whole day as the unemployed do... i.e. reading leisure books and applying for jobs. :( grrrr. one day I'll get a job. you'll see. you'll all see...
Until then, I work at the pet store, where I will go tomorrow.
I won't see Chris until Thursday now. Won't get to hang with him until Sunday.
God, that's a long time.
He IM'd me today about maybe opening up our own dojo in the future... something I would love to do. I can see myself totally into that, and he has animals and lives on a farm and acts just like I do. We have the same thoughts, the same habits (good and bad) :P and the same beliefs and opinions. It's like we are the same person only split in two.
I know... what happened to the angsty and whiny posts? I mean dammit, this is a livejournal, life is supposed to be horrible.
Right now the only thing horrible about my life is that for the majority of it I don't see Chris.
That's the only thing wrong with my life. I honestly don't give a shit about jobs, about my busted ankle, about my incompetence in anything. I am good enough for him. That's good enough for me.
Damn, I've gone soft.
Damn.
:)
What can I say? I slept until 11, spent the whole day as the unemployed do... i.e. reading leisure books and applying for jobs. :( grrrr. one day I'll get a job. you'll see. you'll all see...
Until then, I work at the pet store, where I will go tomorrow.
I won't see Chris until Thursday now. Won't get to hang with him until Sunday.
God, that's a long time.
He IM'd me today about maybe opening up our own dojo in the future... something I would love to do. I can see myself totally into that, and he has animals and lives on a farm and acts just like I do. We have the same thoughts, the same habits (good and bad) :P and the same beliefs and opinions. It's like we are the same person only split in two.
I know... what happened to the angsty and whiny posts? I mean dammit, this is a livejournal, life is supposed to be horrible.
Right now the only thing horrible about my life is that for the majority of it I don't see Chris.
That's the only thing wrong with my life. I honestly don't give a shit about jobs, about my busted ankle, about my incompetence in anything. I am good enough for him. That's good enough for me.
Damn, I've gone soft.
Damn.
:)