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yeah so, as of today, i have 3 weeks to find a place to live and find a better/another job. Very doubtful that will happen. Funny how things work. I bet in a couple of years i will be one of those really weird people who is antisocial and doesnt talk to anyone and lives all by themselves because they have lost all faith and trust in EVERYONE. What made me think i could start all over in a totally new enviroment, living with what seems likes strangers and start a new life and have a chance and graduating? Apparently that fell to pieces. I could easily see myself driving back to north carolina in 3 weeks dropping out of highschool, back with my disfunctional family, which would lead me to a series of perpetual drug overdoses until i drink myself dead. Its all the same again. Doesnt seem like my boyfriend has enough faith in me staying.
As independant as we would all like to think we are, a few said it best; everyone needs someone. Thats how we are made. Thats how the world works and we are all inter-connected.
fuck fuck fuck
As independant as we would all like to think we are, a few said it best; everyone needs someone. Thats how we are made. Thats how the world works and we are all inter-connected.
fuck fuck fuck