blunt
so, i feel like i'm turning into a bitch. i've been working on not beating around the bush with people anymore and giving them my honest opinions and thoughts when they ask for them. or if they ask me to do something i ACTUALLY tell them my real feelings.
i.e. someone asked me to go to the movies. instead of coming up with an excuse, i told them, "i don't want to."
their reaction: "o...ok."
its new for me. but its working. and i dont feel bad. should i? i feel like i'm being mean but i'm in a place where i don't care..is that bad? lol.
in other news: the apartment is fabulous. work is going well. i'm struggling a little to stay on top of school but i'm managing and actually NOT procrastinating this semester.
i don't think i'll take another online class after this one. theyre ok but its an unneeded stress. i look at the syllabus and can't help feeling behind when i see what's coming even tho i'm a couple assignments ahead. when u meet with a professor in person a couple of times a week, idk it just lets me breathe easier.
altho being able to fast forward a lecture is nice....
love to all
~ANDREW
i.e. someone asked me to go to the movies. instead of coming up with an excuse, i told them, "i don't want to."
their reaction: "o...ok."
its new for me. but its working. and i dont feel bad. should i? i feel like i'm being mean but i'm in a place where i don't care..is that bad? lol.
in other news: the apartment is fabulous. work is going well. i'm struggling a little to stay on top of school but i'm managing and actually NOT procrastinating this semester.
i don't think i'll take another online class after this one. theyre ok but its an unneeded stress. i look at the syllabus and can't help feeling behind when i see what's coming even tho i'm a couple assignments ahead. when u meet with a professor in person a couple of times a week, idk it just lets me breathe easier.
altho being able to fast forward a lecture is nice....
love to all
~ANDREW