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"There once was a lesbian named Madge. Short for Madgerine. Madgerine Katherine Elizabeth Horrowitz. Madgerine the lesbian. She lived in Old Town, Maine, which had been founded in 1891. Madge often thought it was ironic that Old Town wasn't really that old of a town."
So...that was something i scribbled in a notebook while killing some time in the union...i wonder what it will develop into.
I've discovered the darker version of mean girls is the movie "cruel intentions". the same basic principle of people ruining other people's lives, but with a more witty and sensuous air.
And now its time for the stereotypical livejournal entry that everyone hates and loves at the same time::
As most people reading this probably know by now, adam and i had a falling out. i've no desire to exploit or slander his name so all thats important for people to know is that its true, we're no longer on speaking terms. i find that kind of sad. but i understand. i think that in order for us to really get over each other at this point, since we've tried everything else, is to be totally removed from each other. i know for myself that i will always love him, but i am no longer in love with him like i once was. i'm pretty sure that he will never want to be friends with me ever again, but i can still hope that someday he and i will be ok. ok enough to go and have lunch and talk like the old friends i consider us to be. we know each other better than most other people know us. that hasnt changed. in closing i can say that i do miss him and i wish him all the happiness he deserves. for now i've just got to give it time and see what happens. que sera sera. or w.e the hell it is.
in other news: dorms suck! i'm moving off campus next semester. it will even be cheaper than living on campus. and if ms. cadwell and ms. beliveau do indeed transfer up to orono next year, i motion that we rent an appartment together because it would be amazing. and if ms. deidre chooses to join us then we may be able to rent a house. yay! i understand that this may not be the right move for everyone and people may be happy where they are, but its quite fun to think about.
i have an interview at the borders cafe on tues. i'm uber excited. i know a girl who works there and i love her to death, and apparently they are in dire need of help so yay!
and...as of like 2 minutes ago, i might be going to disney come janruary. i have a friend who used to work there and is going with another friend who used to work there. they broke it down for me and for 8 days the room will cost me $58, the plane potentially $200 out of bangor BUT my friend has a couple free tickets so they might let me use on of those...and then all i need is food and play money. holy shit. it sounds like fun. and i want to do it. i'm pretty much set on doing it. and as i've found out recently, i find a way to get what i want.
I'm all caught up on my classwork. i'm even ahead on some. i'm only waiting for the approval from one more proffessor for a class next semester then my schedule is all set. i want to take a bartending course next semester cuz that sounds like fun. during the summer i want to take a sign language and an EMT course.
So i planned my first event on campus. i was in charge of "gay thanksgiving". it went extremely well, wasn't that stressful, and helped me prove my capability to alot of the higher peoples.
there's alot of drama within the gay community here on campus. most of it is ridiculous. oddly enough i've found it quite easy to stay out of it whereas some people seem prone to getting sucked in. on other notes though i used to find it quite hard to dislike people and tried finding good in everyone. but since i've come to college i've met people i just blatantly don't care for. there's no reason for it, and they've never done anything to me, i just dont care for them. its a new feeling for me.and i don't mind it. it lets me know i'm human.
on that note the movie is almost over and i think its time to resign to other things. what other things i'm not sure since i'm pretty bored but...i'll find something(?)
love to all
~ANDREW
So...that was something i scribbled in a notebook while killing some time in the union...i wonder what it will develop into.
I've discovered the darker version of mean girls is the movie "cruel intentions". the same basic principle of people ruining other people's lives, but with a more witty and sensuous air.
And now its time for the stereotypical livejournal entry that everyone hates and loves at the same time::
As most people reading this probably know by now, adam and i had a falling out. i've no desire to exploit or slander his name so all thats important for people to know is that its true, we're no longer on speaking terms. i find that kind of sad. but i understand. i think that in order for us to really get over each other at this point, since we've tried everything else, is to be totally removed from each other. i know for myself that i will always love him, but i am no longer in love with him like i once was. i'm pretty sure that he will never want to be friends with me ever again, but i can still hope that someday he and i will be ok. ok enough to go and have lunch and talk like the old friends i consider us to be. we know each other better than most other people know us. that hasnt changed. in closing i can say that i do miss him and i wish him all the happiness he deserves. for now i've just got to give it time and see what happens. que sera sera. or w.e the hell it is.
in other news: dorms suck! i'm moving off campus next semester. it will even be cheaper than living on campus. and if ms. cadwell and ms. beliveau do indeed transfer up to orono next year, i motion that we rent an appartment together because it would be amazing. and if ms. deidre chooses to join us then we may be able to rent a house. yay! i understand that this may not be the right move for everyone and people may be happy where they are, but its quite fun to think about.
i have an interview at the borders cafe on tues. i'm uber excited. i know a girl who works there and i love her to death, and apparently they are in dire need of help so yay!
and...as of like 2 minutes ago, i might be going to disney come janruary. i have a friend who used to work there and is going with another friend who used to work there. they broke it down for me and for 8 days the room will cost me $58, the plane potentially $200 out of bangor BUT my friend has a couple free tickets so they might let me use on of those...and then all i need is food and play money. holy shit. it sounds like fun. and i want to do it. i'm pretty much set on doing it. and as i've found out recently, i find a way to get what i want.
I'm all caught up on my classwork. i'm even ahead on some. i'm only waiting for the approval from one more proffessor for a class next semester then my schedule is all set. i want to take a bartending course next semester cuz that sounds like fun. during the summer i want to take a sign language and an EMT course.
So i planned my first event on campus. i was in charge of "gay thanksgiving". it went extremely well, wasn't that stressful, and helped me prove my capability to alot of the higher peoples.
there's alot of drama within the gay community here on campus. most of it is ridiculous. oddly enough i've found it quite easy to stay out of it whereas some people seem prone to getting sucked in. on other notes though i used to find it quite hard to dislike people and tried finding good in everyone. but since i've come to college i've met people i just blatantly don't care for. there's no reason for it, and they've never done anything to me, i just dont care for them. its a new feeling for me.and i don't mind it. it lets me know i'm human.
on that note the movie is almost over and i think its time to resign to other things. what other things i'm not sure since i'm pretty bored but...i'll find something(?)
love to all
~ANDREW