i wave my white flag at half mast.

[ikneltbeforeyou]

perhaps i already knew this was always going to be the outcome.

not because you couldn't hold on to me but it was me who couldn't
hold onto you.

Because you never wanted me to hang on.

I was naive to think I could keep u in anyway.

perhaps i was naive all along.
mistaken that you could love me in the way I wanted you to.

to hear u say those words just now; it really pricked.
so many things pricked, i couldn't enunciate my thoughts properly.

i know once i allow things to go in that way, i would never speak to him again.
i don't know why but the heart feels so heavy.

it doesn't matter.
i don't matter.
i perhaps never did.
nor will i ever.

so yes, its back to square one for me.
i thought i would try my best for this one.
but who was i kidding at that time.

the heart always felt lonely.
even when i had you, because u were never around.
so yes; i guess its time then.