Pining? Whining? Missing? Retaining? I think its more like longing.

[ikneltbeforeyou]

swamped with work.
think soon, i'll be going totally nuts.
everyday i ask myself what i got myself into.

But i've always kept looking forward to saturday.
its the only thing that makes me feel like whatever's going on has
become alot more bearable.
I love my saturdays with him.
We talk. We laugh. We get high on sugar and porridge. We ask random questions.
And most of all, we try all sorts of things together.
Watched sherlock holmes with him and thought it was damn yummy cause of robert downing jr.

Not confirmed yet if i'm seeing him on saturday but if i am, it'd be non-stop action
again. Movies. Dessert. Ice Cream. Dinner. I always get home super exhausted but
super glummy everywhere.

Most of all, i like what i've become because of all this.

I want so much to retain you always.
Hope my greed doesn't get the better of me.
I like what i am when i'm with you.

frustrated. tense. uptight.
you've gotta keep it in check or the blood pressure will shoot up.
hope to see you really soon chardon, i miss our sugar rushes and content of speeches.