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This blows I have to go to a cousins get together. There is a reason I avoid family parties. I know that everyone is going to start talking about the wedding that was last Saturday and they will all start telling how they want their weddings cause they will all assume that I will be planning their weddings. Then the conversation will steer to how I wasn't there at the wedding and how I went to a concert. They won't care that my friend got me the tickets to the concert months before they even got engaged. And of course none of them will notice how it had been my birthday and I didn't get even a Happy Birthday from any of them. Then they will start talking about boyfriends then there will be a hush where they all look at me and give the "I'm sorry you dont have a boyfriend" look. Seriously I don't need a boyfriend I have 2 crazy ex's I don't need another guy to be messing up my life. I'm really thinking about faking food poisoning just so I won't go. Fuck I'm considering getting real food poisoning just to avoid it.