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Ok, been a very difficult week for me. Have been offered a job that I applied for as an experiment to see how strong my cv is and stuff. This is all a year early. anyways, in the end I decided to accept........ am not sure if I am ready, but then, I do not know if I will ever feel ready. So i'm gonna be moving into my own place for the first time (when I find one), and starting a scary new full time job. It's been a week of turmoil, because I have realised where I am, what I have, and more importantly what I don't have. It has made me realise (yet again) that I am single. I would have loved to have made this step with a special someone, but he's not in that place. I just hope me moving and my job will not change what we do have, whatever that may be. Will write more later...