May 08, 2007 10:19
another day has started...15 hours before its bed time again (not including kipping this afternoon) hmmmmm...and what to do???
lifes a little slow righ now.things arent really moving at all!stuck in the mud lets say.
so many things are goin wrong at the moment.im feeling more and more lonly and alone!i feel traped by the people i know also which doesnt help.i dont want to be in windsor.i have no reason to be here.whats there here for me?i have made the choose to not go into windsor for awhile.it just bring me down even more.its one thing to thikn ya your unlike and friendless but haveing it thown in my face seems a little pointless.not that anyone will understand. the people i know dont get me.they dont understand.dont know what to do now really!!
at the weekend im in london at lest thats something ... *waves* to the boys!!!!!have maximo park too on friday. im sadly not too hyped about it.nothing to do with maximo park.its everything else...not too sure what else to say.....