Nov 10, 2008 11:20
Its been a while since I published my last blog. Anyways, just got boosted up to post some of my thoughts here.
Many things have changed in my life. I have been more closer to my family which has caused a great impact. I haven't been this happy with my family for quite some time, not going out or eating out with my friends is not to hard for me now. Unlike before, I text them every week about where to go and what to do.
As of the moment, I enjoy staying at home serving my family and myself as well. Another good thing about this one is I earn... Oh yes, I do earn.. LOL!
Just learned lot of things lately. One of which is how to deal with a 2yr old boy. LOL. Since my sister is still attending school, I have the chance to babysit her son, which gave the yaya to alot more time to rest. Not a good thing though, hehe.
Anyways, it really feels different when you have a child/baby at home, makes me want to challenge myself to babysit or think about how lucky the baby is for not knowing yet how cruel the world is, and all he knows is what would make him satisfy and how he is gonna do that.
Moving on, my family (as in the whole maternal side-family)is having some semi-long term plans. I prefer not to mention some but its a good thing that I can see how we are getting more bonded. The only thing I could assure is, since my friends are telling me how big I am (which is not really an offending act, they are just telling the truth), I am going back to gym on January right after settling a lot of bills, and the best part, I will be with my sister, Ate Michelle, since we badly need to work-out and lose a lot of pounds.
I have been MORE concerned about my relationship with my family when I asked one of my friends if we could go out of the country, but he just said, it better to go with your family. And that rang a bell, that why would I go with my friends first, well in fact I can go with my family FIRST.
As of now, I am trying to change my life for the better (except smoking, LOL) and accepting the fact that I am happy with where I am now. Its just I am not observing well.