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"Everybodys talking all this stuff about me, why dont they just let me live? i dont need permission, make my own decisions, thats my prerogative..." --Britney Spears
Those lyrics are so true.
Yeah, anyway. Got home from working with my mom, sat on my computer for awhile, then went with her to Home Depot. It was so fucking cold it wasn't even funny. Went to the new Walmart also, was in there for like an hour and a half at least. My mom got me velvety leopard skin fabric, shes gonna make me a blanket! Yay! So cool. Bought me Cruel Intentions finally. lol. Unedited! woo! Dropped her off at Baja to meet Brad and came home and came online. I swear I need to get unaddicted to the internet. Its unhealthy, man. Ah well.
I have like an anxiety ball in my stomach...I dont think thats a good thing. I dont know why but Ive felt uneasy all night....Not cool. I was rubbing my shoulder as we were standing in line at Walmart and my mom started giving me a massage. Yeah you want to know where all my stress goes? In the back and shoulders...not cool. I have like killer knots and it hurts. *sigh* I just need to go run or something. Get rid of some emotions...that or have a nice long cry. hah as my eyes tear up, lovely. I dont even know whats wrong right now...just life bites the big one and I cant really do anything to fix it when others dont make an effort or dont seem to care... it sucks. Bah, no tears. fuck. Yeah not in the best places right now........................ dont even know why Im writing this.
Those lyrics are so true.
Yeah, anyway. Got home from working with my mom, sat on my computer for awhile, then went with her to Home Depot. It was so fucking cold it wasn't even funny. Went to the new Walmart also, was in there for like an hour and a half at least. My mom got me velvety leopard skin fabric, shes gonna make me a blanket! Yay! So cool. Bought me Cruel Intentions finally. lol. Unedited! woo! Dropped her off at Baja to meet Brad and came home and came online. I swear I need to get unaddicted to the internet. Its unhealthy, man. Ah well.
I have like an anxiety ball in my stomach...I dont think thats a good thing. I dont know why but Ive felt uneasy all night....Not cool. I was rubbing my shoulder as we were standing in line at Walmart and my mom started giving me a massage. Yeah you want to know where all my stress goes? In the back and shoulders...not cool. I have like killer knots and it hurts. *sigh* I just need to go run or something. Get rid of some emotions...that or have a nice long cry. hah as my eyes tear up, lovely. I dont even know whats wrong right now...just life bites the big one and I cant really do anything to fix it when others dont make an effort or dont seem to care... it sucks. Bah, no tears. fuck. Yeah not in the best places right now........................ dont even know why Im writing this.