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howdy do! well i skipped out on a day i think...yea but any ways i went down to the hospital yeasterday to see my cousin (jenni) and the surgey went great...she will have some scars but every thing went fine... she was so happy to see me down there... but she knows i keep my word so i think she only acted suprized..so that was kinds funny...any who earlier today i had to come right home from school i usually stay with erin till bout 5:30 or 6 but my step grandfather came in today from PA so yea... but any who erin told me that i had to get my books outta her car before i went home...so any ways the end of school came around and I had to hurry or i would have no ride home...so i had to hurry...so i left em there...so i got home and she called at some point in time and told me my books were out side in teh parking lot...not to mention it was RAINING today...so all the work i did is prolly drippin wet and ruined by now...so that really pisses me off...that was really childish if you ask me...She can be a real BITCH at time if you ask me...well alot of people know that she has teh "red headed temper" so yea...but i called her and we worked everything out like usual...we fight like siblings...we are always arguing...so it aint nothing but a thing...ok next subject...my brother just turned 18 and i hate it...he is never here...he is gonna be moving out soon...ya know i used to think him moving out would ne the greatest thing in the world...ya know it would be like me being an only child...but even him being gone for a week it bothers me... i never thought that it would..cause my brother and i fight like you wouldent belive... and i miss his fat ass!!! it kinda makes me sad! wow "life" im guessing this is one of those changes you have to deal with.. but i dont want to deal with it...he is my brother and when ever I wanted to talk he was there when grandma died he was there...when my dog ran away he was there...and when i had my first bully he was there..not to mention when i got candy oh he was there in like a second... and fighting was a every day thing...i dont mean juss talking shyt we would fist fight he would sit on me and i be squished..i mean dont get me wrong i beat his ass alot more than he beat mine.. ive done my damage and hes done his...well i guess this is it hes really leaving... my big brother...gone...wow it almost makes me wanna break down and cry...if u only know what we have been through...when i used to get scared of storms i crawl into bed with him and he would protect me...like a good big brother...wow there is a tear in my eye...never thought id cry over my brother...but i am...and i have a feeling this wont be the last time and if any of you know my brother and happen to tell him any of this i WILL kill you!!!but yea i guess i have written enbough so ill write more tomarrow!! LOVE YOU GUYS PEACE AMANDA