it's been almost a month since my last update and quite a lot has happened
my team leader informed me that i was able to pass my monthly score card for February
debonairdan has been sick since march 3 and we celebrated out 3rd monthsary last march 9
last sunday, when he tried to go back to work after obtaining the necessary medical certificates, we learned that he's been terminated from our job last march 7... and it distracted me from work that my team lead had to pull me out of my station to calm me down and put me on emergency leave the next day so i can cry my heart out about what happened (and i'm thankful for my team lead's understanding & consideration)
I cry/cried not only because we won't be seeing each other in the office anymore, but also because i know that we both need jobs & that we tried our best to keep the office informed about his absences & condition. it just sucks that it seems that all our efforts went to waste just because we're having a hard time proving that he called in sick for his march 7 schedule...
i know this is quite wrong but i right now, i feel hatred for his team lead... for not giving consideration, for not letting him explain, for not investigating further about the situation, for being unsupportive, and for not informing us right away about the issue...
i hate some people in the office who keep on rubbing the issue; reminding me that he's not there anymore... damn you people! can't you be more insensitive?!