play it forward
if there's such a thing as "paying it forward" (as in the movie, "pay it forward", meaning the [simple] good things), i believe that "playing it forward" suits the 'player theory' i've had for quite sometime now.
it's very simple: if there are people who feel the urge to do good deeds because they felt they had to share that feeling when somebody else did them good, there can also be people who'd wanna pass on unpleasant things they've experienced from othe people... like the players (and haters too)
a person can reach a point when s/he can't take sh!t no more... and if that person doesn't succeed in getting revenge from the people who mistreated him/her, there is a rendency to avenge one's self by letting somebody else, usually an unwilling and unsuspecting victim, experience that unpleasant feeling s/he felt. that way, s/he's not alone in misery... and that other person can do the same thing... and they cycle goes on, inflicting pain to different people...
now, why am i writing this? i dunno... maybe, just maybe... i think i'm bound to reach my boiling point and i gotta let some steam out...
i can be nice, patient, and civil... but it's getting tiresome...
i, sometimes, don't like myself for trying to be "nice"... but i think i'd hate myself if i try to be otherwise...
"thunder only happens when it's raining...
players only love you when they're playing..."