i let it go
you see it was GOING to rant but today there was one of those MINOR REVELATIONS one has onetimes. for you see this weekend i was puddle-like and dissatisfied and cursing my interface (body) and the way i would become a twin of another link to have their social skills, you know the tale, it is an old one.
but then TODAY we decided some things. firstly, this "ikeru's alt" on world of warcraft is (u)reki's and yalethyel's please leave me out of it i am having an identity crisis. SECONDLY i had singing time, for a while i could not find a singing voice but it came back. also i am not going to have a self-image of BLONDNESS because of the BLOND ONE whose "social skills" i had been borrowing from and wanted to distance myself from. when my ego boundaries were fading this did not help, so what color should the hair be now hmmm?
and ah, and ah, i may not be able to pour lemonwater on my head but sirs i have that Ikeru Feeling again and it is Good.
soon there is a housewarming party and in it we will introduce Tarrey, say hello Tarrey! she wants to be a vegetarian? she sighs at us. we will not renounce our carnivorous ways seh.
kiskis.
but then TODAY we decided some things. firstly, this "ikeru's alt" on world of warcraft is (u)reki's and yalethyel's please leave me out of it i am having an identity crisis. SECONDLY i had singing time, for a while i could not find a singing voice but it came back. also i am not going to have a self-image of BLONDNESS because of the BLOND ONE whose "social skills" i had been borrowing from and wanted to distance myself from. when my ego boundaries were fading this did not help, so what color should the hair be now hmmm?
and ah, and ah, i may not be able to pour lemonwater on my head but sirs i have that Ikeru Feeling again and it is Good.
soon there is a housewarming party and in it we will introduce Tarrey, say hello Tarrey! she wants to be a vegetarian? she sighs at us. we will not renounce our carnivorous ways seh.
kiskis.