Dec 20, 2006 09:33
proof number one you see, we were recognized even without the standard operating mode aya. more and more, they will come out to play, then, with understanding that the perky one is not the primary but only a social construct for transitions, from selfishikeru to friendlykeru, more and more i want to be rid of my grinning crutch. i wonder if i will have back my catching cadence, or if the rollingoffthetongue rhymes and things are lost in the world of lover's leather coats and applesacks.
i invite (u)reki back, and we plan. today is a snow day with a car unable to drive and a workplace that does not want us, and we shall work on self-image and entertainment!
also, a "once in this lifetime" event approaches: december 24, 2006, i will make the brother a cd. i will copy it a thousand times and scatter it throughout the city. a solemn ritual seh, and defiance in the face of "real" and "rules". i wondered about setting up an e-mail address for those who recieve the gift to comment to but then i would be waiting waiting for proof of impact and will surely be disappointed. so with no way of knowing, i will scatter them, and let it go.