Sayonara Tanaka Koki
I just write this to clear off my thoughts..
Just a random post to share my thought.
Maa,, I'm not a Hyphens to begin with. In fact, I'm a Tobikko and Chankapaana.. \^0^/ Demo, these past months I'm really into KAT-TUN.. Seriously.. Honki desu!~ I've just donwloaded Cartoon KAT-TUN from the first episode. Every night before I go to sleep, I'll listen to their songs. I love Koki's rap part.. He's the best Rappers ne~~ ^0^ but when I heard this news, really, it's shocking me to death. naze? nande? hontou ni bikkurishimashite. :O
But this feeling, I think was not the same when Akanishi leaving KAT-TUN. I'm really sorry for Akanishi fans out there.. Even though at that time I'm not their fans yet, and I don't really follow them, demo, when the time Akanishi left KAT-TUN, I do feel the anger and hatred. How dare he left KAT-TUN? Just do what he please.. ~grrr~ But I respect his decision. In Koki's case, I feel a lost in KAT-TUN. Its like KAT-TUN has lost something precious and important. Maa, I know he has gone overboard by breaking the rules and actually he has done things that an idol should never done. He is an idol ne~~ It's mean that people are paying attention to him. He can't do things like that as people may taking an example from his attitude. Jitsu wa, I can't believe he did that. Maa, although he has that appearance kedo, I do think that he's nice and innocence, but when things come to this... I'm really disappointed.
I understand why J&A pulled out his contract because he must be strict with the rules otherwise the other guys would condemned him, lost their respect and bend the rules as they please.. But anyways, actually, at first I do hope that Johnny-san give him a second chance (I know it is impossible ne). I hope Koki will be strong to get up and make a comeback again even by doing solo..
And for KAT-TUN, this would be their toughest time to go through. How KAT-TUN would come out if there is no rapper? I can't imagine.. :'( Just wait for their comeback again.. I'll always support you guys.. Keep trying your best. KAT-TUN will do it..even with only 4 members.. Dekiru!~ If it is them, they can do it..
Hope these will not affect Juri.. <3 he loves his brother a lot ne~~.. I don't want to see Juri give up or down after all that happened. All I can do is to support them from afar.. :) But I'll always rooting on them.