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Hey Ya'll. lol.
Yesterday was the Wyandotte fire works, and Augusta's party. I didnt make it to auguasta's party. I thought she told me that it was at elizabeth park.. but it wasent, it was at Biship park, and i feel bad.
so I went to the fireworks with Danny and his mom. It was alot of fun, I have to admit :-). to bad tyresse wasent there. Dannys mom is so afraid of bugs, it was kinda funny, shes great.
The firework were pretty much awsome. I liked them alot.
So I guess that I dropped my cell phone when we were at the fireworks, and I didnt notice, untill I got home. Great I know. thank god that I wrote Danny's cell phone number down a while ago when I gave it to my grandma. so I called Danny to see if I left it in his car. No. then He came and got me and we went back. didnt find it. great. so Now I once again dont have a phone. im so irresponsible. and that makes me mad. so when I get paid, Im going to get a new cell phone.
I Have a new job now... actually new 3 jobs.
bath and body works.
blockbuster.
and most recent Meijer.
I couldnt handle 3 jobs, so I quit at blockbuster, it sucked there, I worked there for like a 2 weeks"ish". when I had to work all 3 on the same day, I just quit. that was crazy.... I work midnights at meijer, I like it alot. its alot of fun, its hard work, but fun. I like the people alot, they're great. the down side to this is that I dont get any sleep. and I dont have time to do anything at all. i work 6 days a week, 9 PM to 9Am 2 days, and the other days I work 11-7. in the past 3 days, Ive gotten a total of 3 hours of sleep each day. and I have had a killer head ache for the past 3 days, and it wont go away. I think its because I havent gotten any rest. the funny thing is, that Im not tired. im not tired at all, and I dont get it. I dont sleep, and im not tired. how does that work out?
I like working at Meijer alot, but idk, i dont think that Im ready to work thouse hours, I mean I can never do anything anymore, im always sleeping or im at work. I want to be young and hang out with my friends.... but I also want money. I cant have both. I dont know which one I want more. I want to be able to have my own apartment by the end of the summer, I cant stay with my grandma forever. and I have no where else to go. and If I dont work at meijer, I wont be able to do that. I make 8 dollars an hour, and I work 10 hour shifts. so thats alot of money. idk what I am going to do about that. this is the last time that I am going to be able to ahng out with my friends. when they all go away to college, we cant just hang out. you know? this is the last summer, and do I wnat to waste it all working? no. but do I want to better myself? yes.
Bath and body works is also great. i like it there alot too.
since I have been working so much, I never have time for my friends, and that makes me sad, my friends are so important to me. I dont want to loose touch with them. idk what I would do if that happened. I do have alot of great friends that care about me.
oh yesssssssss! Im going to be 19 in 13 days. im super excited,but I dotn want to get older. getting older, you know what that means right? growing up. I dont want to grow up and I dont want to be come an adult, im not ready for it.
maybe this whole apartment thing isnt that great of an idea. I make terrible decisions all the time, with money, with my life, with everything. am I ready to have my own appartment? im not sure.
im just super confused right now.
Yesterday was the Wyandotte fire works, and Augusta's party. I didnt make it to auguasta's party. I thought she told me that it was at elizabeth park.. but it wasent, it was at Biship park, and i feel bad.
so I went to the fireworks with Danny and his mom. It was alot of fun, I have to admit :-). to bad tyresse wasent there. Dannys mom is so afraid of bugs, it was kinda funny, shes great.
The firework were pretty much awsome. I liked them alot.
So I guess that I dropped my cell phone when we were at the fireworks, and I didnt notice, untill I got home. Great I know. thank god that I wrote Danny's cell phone number down a while ago when I gave it to my grandma. so I called Danny to see if I left it in his car. No. then He came and got me and we went back. didnt find it. great. so Now I once again dont have a phone. im so irresponsible. and that makes me mad. so when I get paid, Im going to get a new cell phone.
I Have a new job now... actually new 3 jobs.
bath and body works.
blockbuster.
and most recent Meijer.
I couldnt handle 3 jobs, so I quit at blockbuster, it sucked there, I worked there for like a 2 weeks"ish". when I had to work all 3 on the same day, I just quit. that was crazy.... I work midnights at meijer, I like it alot. its alot of fun, its hard work, but fun. I like the people alot, they're great. the down side to this is that I dont get any sleep. and I dont have time to do anything at all. i work 6 days a week, 9 PM to 9Am 2 days, and the other days I work 11-7. in the past 3 days, Ive gotten a total of 3 hours of sleep each day. and I have had a killer head ache for the past 3 days, and it wont go away. I think its because I havent gotten any rest. the funny thing is, that Im not tired. im not tired at all, and I dont get it. I dont sleep, and im not tired. how does that work out?
I like working at Meijer alot, but idk, i dont think that Im ready to work thouse hours, I mean I can never do anything anymore, im always sleeping or im at work. I want to be young and hang out with my friends.... but I also want money. I cant have both. I dont know which one I want more. I want to be able to have my own apartment by the end of the summer, I cant stay with my grandma forever. and I have no where else to go. and If I dont work at meijer, I wont be able to do that. I make 8 dollars an hour, and I work 10 hour shifts. so thats alot of money. idk what I am going to do about that. this is the last time that I am going to be able to ahng out with my friends. when they all go away to college, we cant just hang out. you know? this is the last summer, and do I wnat to waste it all working? no. but do I want to better myself? yes.
Bath and body works is also great. i like it there alot too.
since I have been working so much, I never have time for my friends, and that makes me sad, my friends are so important to me. I dont want to loose touch with them. idk what I would do if that happened. I do have alot of great friends that care about me.
oh yesssssssss! Im going to be 19 in 13 days. im super excited,but I dotn want to get older. getting older, you know what that means right? growing up. I dont want to grow up and I dont want to be come an adult, im not ready for it.
maybe this whole apartment thing isnt that great of an idea. I make terrible decisions all the time, with money, with my life, with everything. am I ready to have my own appartment? im not sure.
im just super confused right now.