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Lets see...today I went to work. And I think i pretty much met my soul mate. he is hot and that is pretty much what he needs to qualify lol jk jk. i want a bf so bad. someone to just hold me when i get stressed or sad. someone besides heather. not that she is not comforting...but yea. I want someone to just tell me they love me, and be able to tell them "I love you too" sounds lame I know. But I am jealous. Jealous of all of you that have the luxury of being in love....or ever being in love before. I want to know that feeling. Or at least have that feeling be mutual. I know not having a bf is not the end of the world. But i just want one so that I can feel like i am worth something to someone other than my family or friends.
For those of you who do love me...thank you for putting up with me from day to day. I know its been a long hard road that we have all come down...but it just shows that we are all the best friends for eachother, because no matter what we all make up. I love you guys so much you have no fucking idea. I miss you half the time, and just want to be able to see you whenever I want. I want a car. So i can randomly visit you all. And i will....oh i will.
For those of you who do love me...thank you for putting up with me from day to day. I know its been a long hard road that we have all come down...but it just shows that we are all the best friends for eachother, because no matter what we all make up. I love you guys so much you have no fucking idea. I miss you half the time, and just want to be able to see you whenever I want. I want a car. So i can randomly visit you all. And i will....oh i will.