Just everything.
Gah I hate talking about this but I think it would be best to get it out. The past few days have really been messed up. I really thought this summer would be amazing but at this moment, it's looking pretty low. Patrick and I are just completely done. He decided yesterday around this time that "he neglects me too much and he doesnt think its fair to me. i still wanna be friends but the bf/gf thing won't work. im always so busy its so unfair 2 u." Straight from the dumbass himself. Fuckin busy? Yeah...4 days a week for school from 8am-1pm. Wow. REAL busy. I wasn't asking for much. Just a little bit of time every few days. =\ I went to school 5 days a week, and worked at least 4 days a week. Even on days I worked AND went to school I still found time to see him for 15 minutes. So we're done.
Then a huge misunderstanding with Rors which led to everything being awkward. I'm still not sure if I'm gonna be able to hang out with him, without it feeling weird. I don't exactly think I will explain it on here but I guess shit happens.
"We cannot change the hand we are dealt but, we can change how we play the cards."
"You can spend minutes, hours, days, weeks, even months analyzing a situtation ;trying to put the pieces together, justifying what could've, would've, or should've happened or you can leave the pieces on the floor and move the fuck on."
Fuck it.
I'm alone.
Then a huge misunderstanding with Rors which led to everything being awkward. I'm still not sure if I'm gonna be able to hang out with him, without it feeling weird. I don't exactly think I will explain it on here but I guess shit happens.
"We cannot change the hand we are dealt but, we can change how we play the cards."
"You can spend minutes, hours, days, weeks, even months analyzing a situtation ;trying to put the pieces together, justifying what could've, would've, or should've happened or you can leave the pieces on the floor and move the fuck on."
Fuck it.
I'm alone.