Jan 28, 2010 06:22
Im booking my reception site on the 1st Im nervous to be booking it before I have all the church stuff squared away, but I suppose if need be I do have a plan B backup plan that I can pull out of the hat so thats all I can really do is hope that the church doesnt barr me from reserving the date until all my requirements are fulfilled, Im still waiting for my baptism certificate from California. My mom called over there to get it for me and they said they would find it and send it out and then like 2 weeks went by so my mom said she called again and that they told her the person that did that stuff was gone for the day but they would give her a call back the next day. The next day came and went with no documents so now Im freaking out a little bit about it Ray and I also have to register for out 2nd set of classes that start in the middle of Febuary.
Im just feeling a little hopeless right now and It really sucks, My friends are either being jackasses or doing stupid shit and I feel almost like Im not part of the group but a sattilite just on the edge that sometimes get to come in to things. I know thats not really how it is I know that they all love me and they tell me that in one way or another quite frequently, it just sucks feeling left out.