Wellllllllllllllllllllllll I'm back!!!
It's been a while! I went to rehab and all that stuff. It was pretty awful at first. Actually, It was complete and total hell. Not a drop of liquor, nothing that could get me in trouble. It was really weird. All the therapy and stuff that I thought was bullshit for so long actually started helping to make me feel better. I didnt expect that at all. The only reason I even went there was so that Nikki could just have a boyfriend that would treat her right. I didnt really expect to change so much but I really think I'm on the right road now. I feel completely different, its amazing. All I want is to be with Nikki and give her everything the world has to offer. I want to be there for her and the kids. I'm just so ready to have a life with her.
We're really doing it now. We're gonna have it all, I just know it! The babies will be born soon, and no matter what I'm there for them both just as much as if they were my own. I've proposed to Nikki since I came home and she accepted. She's made me the happiest man in the world. I dont deserve her to be so good to me and I just need to show her that I'm in this for the long haul. I can't wait to be married to her and able to call her my wife. She is incredible, she's just perfect. I love her so much. I moved in with her and it's been so great having her around so much. I had a room locked off the past few days and when she went to sleep I made it into a nursery for the kids. I painted the room and built two cribs, i put in a changing table, i fixed up the closet and i even bought the kids some clothes, well i bought some for the boy and then we'll get some other things if the other twin is a girl. :) I surprised her with the room, she had no idea! She loved it! I was so happy she did! I worked on it for damn long! I'm so happy with her! I love her so much, I can't wait for the kids to get here! :)
We're really doing it now. We're gonna have it all, I just know it! The babies will be born soon, and no matter what I'm there for them both just as much as if they were my own. I've proposed to Nikki since I came home and she accepted. She's made me the happiest man in the world. I dont deserve her to be so good to me and I just need to show her that I'm in this for the long haul. I can't wait to be married to her and able to call her my wife. She is incredible, she's just perfect. I love her so much. I moved in with her and it's been so great having her around so much. I had a room locked off the past few days and when she went to sleep I made it into a nursery for the kids. I painted the room and built two cribs, i put in a changing table, i fixed up the closet and i even bought the kids some clothes, well i bought some for the boy and then we'll get some other things if the other twin is a girl. :) I surprised her with the room, she had no idea! She loved it! I was so happy she did! I worked on it for damn long! I'm so happy with her! I love her so much, I can't wait for the kids to get here! :)