Ignore this post of stupidity because all it'll do is convince you even more I'm insane in a bad way
Is it just me, or is it 'Let's gang up on Mandi' month again?
I love you, life, you are so good to me. =D
Giving me such a wonderful family that will generously yell at me whenever I fuck up. And for giving me such awesome friends who don't hold back in telling me how stupid I am. Really, what would I do without them?
Thank you, Adam, for turning me into a spiteful, paranoid bitch, I'm almost exactly like you now. Funny, huh? Except I don't use people for my own ends and I instead prefer to let people walk all over me until I get tired of it. And I don't threaten people with dying if I don't get my way. No, but apparently I've learned to use my emoness as a weapon like you. So I suppose the biggest congratulations goes to you.
And oh, thank you VERY much grandma for making such split-second decisions to throw my life into absolute hell, I really don't know WHAT I would've done without that. Except for maybe, I don't know, DIE? Or maybe just be paralyzed or braindamaged? Either way, thank you oh-so-very-much for giving me this fucked up life, I suppose it was all thanks to you that I met Adam and everyone else afterwards. Thanks much. =DDDD
Thank you, mom, for giving me my fucked up mind because you know, I really wanted my Borderline Personality Disorder and all my other mental illnesses and my obesity and pre-diabetis stages because of this, you know?
Thank you, Phillip, for knocking up my mom, and being a fuck-head and not being there for any of my life. Thanks for giving me your weak backbone and stupidity and failure at EVERYTHING. Truly, it's so wonderful! ^_____^
Thank you, Uncle David, for being my secondary father and oh-so-plainly calling me a whore to my face and laughing at me when I asked if I could adopt your children if anything happened to them. Forgive me for being concerned, yeah? :D
And thank you, everyone else who'll yell, scream, get pissed off at me and tell me how stupid I am or how much I fail. I'll do my best to lay down on the floor before you knock me down there, okay? Then it'll be okay, you'll see! *giggle*
Because honestly? I really can't imagine a life without this. xDD Funny, right? I think so! Sometimes I could just break down and die It's so awesome at times. Other times I get depressed, but, hey, what's the fun in that? It just makes others pissed off at you even more for being an 'idiot' so I can't help but laugh at it. No wonder people think I'm so strange in real life, huh? xDDD;;
Oh, and I think Dementra's coming back but I'm not letting her out. Because why ruin the fun of being dragged down underwater in chains again?? I think I'm in love with my suffering.
Sigh... Depression, Pain, never leave me, my loves. I really don't know what I'd do without you. <3
-Mandi.
I love you, life, you are so good to me. =D
Giving me such a wonderful family that will generously yell at me whenever I fuck up. And for giving me such awesome friends who don't hold back in telling me how stupid I am. Really, what would I do without them?
Thank you, Adam, for turning me into a spiteful, paranoid bitch, I'm almost exactly like you now. Funny, huh? Except I don't use people for my own ends and I instead prefer to let people walk all over me until I get tired of it. And I don't threaten people with dying if I don't get my way. No, but apparently I've learned to use my emoness as a weapon like you. So I suppose the biggest congratulations goes to you.
And oh, thank you VERY much grandma for making such split-second decisions to throw my life into absolute hell, I really don't know WHAT I would've done without that. Except for maybe, I don't know, DIE? Or maybe just be paralyzed or braindamaged? Either way, thank you oh-so-very-much for giving me this fucked up life, I suppose it was all thanks to you that I met Adam and everyone else afterwards. Thanks much. =DDDD
Thank you, mom, for giving me my fucked up mind because you know, I really wanted my Borderline Personality Disorder and all my other mental illnesses and my obesity and pre-diabetis stages because of this, you know?
Thank you, Phillip, for knocking up my mom, and being a fuck-head and not being there for any of my life. Thanks for giving me your weak backbone and stupidity and failure at EVERYTHING. Truly, it's so wonderful! ^_____^
Thank you, Uncle David, for being my secondary father and oh-so-plainly calling me a whore to my face and laughing at me when I asked if I could adopt your children if anything happened to them. Forgive me for being concerned, yeah? :D
And thank you, everyone else who'll yell, scream, get pissed off at me and tell me how stupid I am or how much I fail. I'll do my best to lay down on the floor before you knock me down there, okay? Then it'll be okay, you'll see! *giggle*
Because honestly? I really can't imagine a life without this. xDD Funny, right? I think so! Sometimes I could just break down and die It's so awesome at times. Other times I get depressed, but, hey, what's the fun in that? It just makes others pissed off at you even more for being an 'idiot' so I can't help but laugh at it. No wonder people think I'm so strange in real life, huh? xDDD;;
Oh, and I think Dementra's coming back but I'm not letting her out. Because why ruin the fun of being dragged down underwater in chains again?? I think I'm in love with my suffering.
Sigh... Depression, Pain, never leave me, my loves. I really don't know what I'd do without you. <3
-Mandi.