it's been like I have been gettin my dues

Jun 02, 2009 07:50

Im at Dawn Dawn's. Next week we're all going out of town to South Carolina to the beach. Thing's are actually going really well. For once I feel like I might be catching a break, and especially now that I'm not in school. It's like I can breath again with the expectations of not going back to NSA forever. I had a dream last night that summer was already over and I hadn't signed up for home school yet and I was so worried.
Me and Casey started smoking again. It's been a year since we got in trouble. That seems so crazy...Everyday I think about this time last year. I was so sad and Casey was such an ass fucking me over. It's pointless to even think about. All it does is make me sad and all that old shit isn't what's important. To me it's just weird that things even worked out. I never expected it. It was so damn hard. But anyway, smoking with Casey has ended up being a lot better than expected. I honestly have gotten to where I don't want to smoke with anyone else but him instead of with everyone except him like it used to be.
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