here's whats on my mind these days
farview in a week. i'm so excited i can't wait. farview is like...my home. everything is so busy these days with friends and drama and gossip and all that bullcrap...i just can't wait to get away for two whole weeks and just be back at camp. its so peacefull and...wonderfull.
like...its just one of those places where you always feel safe. you can be exactly the person you want to be there and no one will care. like you don't have to be who your friends or parents tell you you should be. and there aren't any worries at camp..its just people being real and having a good time.
i'm so glad i got the chance to go back..last year was sposed to be my last year as a camper but they're letting me cit this year and i can't say how much it means to me. my life wouldn't be if it weren't for farview. seriously...ten fucking years of that place...i dono what ima do next year if i don't go back.
new york after farm camp. should be fun...i haven't ever been to new york. yay for going to new places!
then tuolumne...three cheers for slut camp! haha. i swear i'm only a whore two weeks outta the whole year.
kay so other stuff on my mind recently...
i see you all the time...but i feel like we don't know eachother anymore. can we change that? i miss our old friendship.
trying to sort out my feelings for people...this one could be a whole other post. prolly to come in a few days.
my parents don't give me enough freedom. its annoying...cuz then my friends get to go out n have fun and i don't. bah. stupid grownups.
goddamnit its summer why is there all this stupid fucking non-drama!!!
god i can't wait to just get away and go just be on the ranch again. that place is theraputic i swear.
like...its just one of those places where you always feel safe. you can be exactly the person you want to be there and no one will care. like you don't have to be who your friends or parents tell you you should be. and there aren't any worries at camp..its just people being real and having a good time.
i'm so glad i got the chance to go back..last year was sposed to be my last year as a camper but they're letting me cit this year and i can't say how much it means to me. my life wouldn't be if it weren't for farview. seriously...ten fucking years of that place...i dono what ima do next year if i don't go back.
new york after farm camp. should be fun...i haven't ever been to new york. yay for going to new places!
then tuolumne...three cheers for slut camp! haha. i swear i'm only a whore two weeks outta the whole year.
kay so other stuff on my mind recently...
i see you all the time...but i feel like we don't know eachother anymore. can we change that? i miss our old friendship.
trying to sort out my feelings for people...this one could be a whole other post. prolly to come in a few days.
my parents don't give me enough freedom. its annoying...cuz then my friends get to go out n have fun and i don't. bah. stupid grownups.
goddamnit its summer why is there all this stupid fucking non-drama!!!
god i can't wait to just get away and go just be on the ranch again. that place is theraputic i swear.