[FIC] Moments to live for (GTop)
Title: Moments to live for
Rating: R for a little sex
Pairings: G-Top
Summary: "This is what I live for."
It's when he's performing, hot breath and flashing lights and the world at his feet.
It's when he wakes up in the middle of the the night, gasping, all rhymes and rhythm thumping into the carpet as he runs to his desk, on his knees and knees and scribbling that last line into the last page of that one last song, and it's perfect. Fucking perfect.
It's when they meet for dinner, all five of them for once, exhausted and starving and half-dead, and he looks up and catches Yongbae's eyes and they're smiling, huge and ridiculous because it is ridiculous, that they made it, finally, two stupid boys in love with music and a dream.
And it's when he's gasping into the carpet, hands clasped awkwardly around the leg of his bed, Seunghyun thrusting into him as he sobs silently, for all the years he's lost to it and all the blood sweat time he's put into it and all the relationships he's fucked up because of it and because he's needs to be human too, sometimes.
Rating: R for a little sex
Pairings: G-Top
Summary: "This is what I live for."
It's when he's performing, hot breath and flashing lights and the world at his feet.
It's when he wakes up in the middle of the the night, gasping, all rhymes and rhythm thumping into the carpet as he runs to his desk, on his knees and knees and scribbling that last line into the last page of that one last song, and it's perfect. Fucking perfect.
It's when they meet for dinner, all five of them for once, exhausted and starving and half-dead, and he looks up and catches Yongbae's eyes and they're smiling, huge and ridiculous because it is ridiculous, that they made it, finally, two stupid boys in love with music and a dream.
And it's when he's gasping into the carpet, hands clasped awkwardly around the leg of his bed, Seunghyun thrusting into him as he sobs silently, for all the years he's lost to it and all the blood sweat time he's put into it and all the relationships he's fucked up because of it and because he's needs to be human too, sometimes.