Wink
Wink. It's something I can't do, and evern though how hard I try, I don't think I'll ever be able to do it.
It's weird isn't it. I think this applies to me a lot with a lot of things I do. Summer has been going on for a good 2 weeks, and it's been super fun. I don't regret anything so far. I know that I have to get a job soon, and I have to start saving up. I don't know exactly for what, but I know something. Lately, it's been weird. I see all these things, and I start to think about the way things are going, and how'll they'll be at the end of the summer, and I i kind of get freaked out. I hang out with a totally different group then I use to. And I guess it's my fault really. I'm too hardhead to say sorry to someone, who doesn't deserve one just so I can go hang out with my old friends. But If I think about it, they aren't making an effort to talk to me. But why would they. A lot of things have changed from barely 2 months ago. And I still trying to decied if it's better or if it's the same. But it can't be worse I know that. I miss a lot of people, and yeah it's my fault for you know being the way I am. But I can't help who I am, even if that means I'm this terrible horrible person I've become. My dad tells me all the time, that it's all different after school ends compeletly. And you know he's right. I'll still be friends with people that I am close with, and maybe I won't, but everything does happen for a reason. And everything happens for the best. I am also determined to make this the best summer. So I know what I have to do. :)
Oh another note...Michelle Flowers! I miss you, and the other day I went by your dad's house, and I drove down our street, and I thought I saw you standing outside, so I yelled "WHO'S A HOE!....YOU'S A HOE!!" and she turned around and it was your cross a street neightboor...I think she flipped me off. Oh and CALL ME. because I lost my phone and don't have numbers anymore...i have something JUICEY TO TELL YOU.
It's weird isn't it. I think this applies to me a lot with a lot of things I do. Summer has been going on for a good 2 weeks, and it's been super fun. I don't regret anything so far. I know that I have to get a job soon, and I have to start saving up. I don't know exactly for what, but I know something. Lately, it's been weird. I see all these things, and I start to think about the way things are going, and how'll they'll be at the end of the summer, and I i kind of get freaked out. I hang out with a totally different group then I use to. And I guess it's my fault really. I'm too hardhead to say sorry to someone, who doesn't deserve one just so I can go hang out with my old friends. But If I think about it, they aren't making an effort to talk to me. But why would they. A lot of things have changed from barely 2 months ago. And I still trying to decied if it's better or if it's the same. But it can't be worse I know that. I miss a lot of people, and yeah it's my fault for you know being the way I am. But I can't help who I am, even if that means I'm this terrible horrible person I've become. My dad tells me all the time, that it's all different after school ends compeletly. And you know he's right. I'll still be friends with people that I am close with, and maybe I won't, but everything does happen for a reason. And everything happens for the best. I am also determined to make this the best summer. So I know what I have to do. :)
Oh another note...Michelle Flowers! I miss you, and the other day I went by your dad's house, and I drove down our street, and I thought I saw you standing outside, so I yelled "WHO'S A HOE!....YOU'S A HOE!!" and she turned around and it was your cross a street neightboor...I think she flipped me off. Oh and CALL ME. because I lost my phone and don't have numbers anymore...i have something JUICEY TO TELL YOU.