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May 21, 2005 08:49

This is my first entry, I'm sleepy, i just work up at 5:30am and hungry. Yet, I rather sleep than eat, but I have to do many things today. First I have to go take a shower and exfoliate.. do my hair and then go see my trainer at the gym. After all of that, I have to go to Sephora and go into shop-a-holic mode. I returned my hair iron that was $200 it leaves my hair frizzy no matter what, it was a total waste of money but disapointment as welll. The good part is I get to buy plenty of things. I have to buy a new perfume, I'm tired of the one I'm wearing. And also a good self-tanner.. which I'm not sure which I should go for. But anyway, I'm basically broke right just before my birhtday. I did a budget of all my bills and expenses I'm left with $250 for a WHOLE month to spend on whatever I want. It's so depressing. Not having money depresses me REALLY bad. I think I might go and eat a bit of breakfast.. fruit? my stomach is basically screaming louder and louder for food.

I still can't get over the fact that I had a dream I was pregnant, and had a black cat !?!?!?! what is that supposed to mean? I always have this CRAZY out-of-the-world dreams.

I have this new obsession with my teeth and tan. My teeth are white but i want them SUPER white.. so I booked me an appointment for June 14th to do the zoom bleaching. Around $400 bucks for 2 sets of zooming. great deal. After the summer, I'm planning to move to NYC ! oh yeah, man I love it over there (clean parts), I MUST move soon, planning to work as a bartender in the mean time to settle down and find a good job at least 32K yearly .. I like my job right now but I want more money, specially life in NY is expensier.. well just the rent, because there are plenty of items that they sell over there cheaper than miami, which it pretty hard to believe.

My love life, kinda sucks,there is this one guy that I adore. He is so perfect, not in my own eyes, but everyones eyes, even guys think he's hot. I won't say his name due to the fact that people read this but I sure can describe him. He's tall over 6 feet and built and perfect tan but he's white, plus he's super adorable. Whenever I see him and look at him in the eyes and smiles, I get speechless, extremly nervous , shy and I feel butterflies in my stomach. Basically he ROCKS my world. I think every girl's world. The down side he is ALWAYS traveling. :( But he is the reason I don't leave Miami. I wish I'd work with him, to see him way more often.

I'm tired so I'll write later on....
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