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WHAT THE FUCK WAS I THINKING...
I CAN'T GO BACK TO SCHOOL
I'M TOO FUCKING STUPID
Sorry to be negative, I am just freaking out due to stress.
I need a job for the summer, to help pay for books and supplies.
I need to fix my computer, cause I will be needing the internet for school.
I need to get the financial aid info filled out and submitted in 5 days.
I need to know why I have this feeling that I'm going to crash in the near future.
That last one is really scaring me...I just have this feeling in the pit of my stomach that everything is going to come crashing down on me. Not sure why, or when...all I know is that it is going to be soon.
Why isn't life easy? Why aren't all the answers right there for me to get? Why do I have this feeling that no matter what I try to do to better myself, is just going to be a giant waste of time and money?
I hate birthdays - People feel the need to get me things, or to do things for me. I hate it, I have never liked receiving anything...I have always been the person who enjoys seeing the happiness on someones face when you surprise them with something nice. At least its over...for another year...
asshat out
I CAN'T GO BACK TO SCHOOL
I'M TOO FUCKING STUPID
Sorry to be negative, I am just freaking out due to stress.
I need a job for the summer, to help pay for books and supplies.
I need to fix my computer, cause I will be needing the internet for school.
I need to get the financial aid info filled out and submitted in 5 days.
I need to know why I have this feeling that I'm going to crash in the near future.
That last one is really scaring me...I just have this feeling in the pit of my stomach that everything is going to come crashing down on me. Not sure why, or when...all I know is that it is going to be soon.
Why isn't life easy? Why aren't all the answers right there for me to get? Why do I have this feeling that no matter what I try to do to better myself, is just going to be a giant waste of time and money?
I hate birthdays - People feel the need to get me things, or to do things for me. I hate it, I have never liked receiving anything...I have always been the person who enjoys seeing the happiness on someones face when you surprise them with something nice. At least its over...for another year...
asshat out