I need you to know that I care, and I miss you

May 21, 2009 04:29

I'm feeling kind of alone and in my head these days. I'm not sure what's with that. I kind of am wondering if something's amiss with my shot. My emotions are just feeling kind of wacky. Maybe it's just my man-period, since I apparrently have one of those every month.

Lot's on my mind. Not feeling like talking about it with anyone, cause I'm not really sure where I'm at on any of it. Like I said, alone in my head.

My car was broken, but now is fixed. Amanda's brother had to come over and do some trouble-shooting, but I did 90% of the work on my own. With more annoyance than help from the peanut gallery, which consisted of pretty much everyone but Aman and Lala. I'm glad the car is fixed. I'm really feeling a need for some freedom. I don't know why. It's not like I'm stuck at home with a ball and chain every night. Minus Alex. That's what being a parent is though, and I don't mind that. I knew what I was signing up for.

I'm weirded out by whatever my emotions are doing. It shouldn't have anything to do with my shot. I'm in the middle of my cycle, when I should be totally baseline, and I've actually been really good about doing my shot on time. So, I don't know.
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