I think god is moving it's tounge
Sooooooo.
Having car issues, though I think the problem was figured out today and will *hopefully* be fixed in the morning.
On the hunt for a new/second job. I think I'm being more picky about it than I should be. But in my current situation, I can live off of what I'm making right now. I'd rather find the right job now, instead of taking some job that I'm going to be miserable at in 3 months when I've moved and can't afford to quit or will quit and fuck everything up. You know? I hate living here and I know the longer it takes to get a new job the longer I'll be here. But I think it's worth it in the long run. I can't handle jobs that make me miserable. As much as I bitch about my job, I do enjoy the bulk of it. I just hate the management/company it's self. The job is great.
I really, really hate living here. I have no space. I share a room with my kid. My room mates are fucks, and can't even do the dishes until they're disgusting. Yesterday I had to leave my dogs outside when it was hella cold because Conner was eating dinner in his walker in the livingroom. Didn't know we didn't have a table and he didn't have a high chair. Then when I was finally in the process of drying/letting them in Jeremy came storming out pissed cause Lilly was outside barking and he was trying to sleep. I'd bark too. It was nasty out. Then Sara got pissed cause I started laundry and she needed to do a load cause she had no clothes for work today. She had been home like 6 hours, and I was gone the entire time. It's not my fault you're going to wait until the last second to do your shit. Grow the hell up. Fuck. God. I hate it here. I want to live with Amanda so bad. I'm glad our relationship hasn't been rushed. I'm so, so glad. We've been together like 8 months now. In both of my past serious relationships we moved in together long before this. I'm sure it's true with Amanda's too. I'm also sure we would have moved in together before now of it was really doable. Either way, it hasn't happened. I really want to live together, but it is still nice having a night or two apart sometimes. I miss her so much when she's not here, and love having her in my bed. But, it's really nice doing my own thing, using all 4 of the pillows, and taking up the entire bed. We've been looking at houses a lot, which is pretty depressing. We've found a ton of cute perfect houses, but it's just not doable right now. There's one that's so, so awesome on her street for rent. We called the number posted in the window but it seems to be wrong. It's a bummer.
Aman did surgery on my phone yesterday. There were some messed up pieces on it, so she took her old SidekickIII apart and swapped pieces out. It's nice not to have that big ass face plate on it. I like the 3, but the camera does suck pretty bad.
I finally got my taxes finished. My shit from last year is all fucked up. The franchise owner is going to do an amendment, and anything I owe the IRS they're going to cover, up to $5,000. They better. Bitches. I'm getting between $700-$800 back after their fees. I'm buying a new digital camera, and saving the rest for moving out. And possibly spending some on my phone bill/camping. If I have to.
We're going camping for opening weekend of fishing season. With Aman's family, Lala, and Dustin. I'm pretty excited. I'm taking Alex. His first camping trip. I'm a bit nervous, but he's going to have a blast. It'll be awesome.
I'm going to bed.
Having car issues, though I think the problem was figured out today and will *hopefully* be fixed in the morning.
On the hunt for a new/second job. I think I'm being more picky about it than I should be. But in my current situation, I can live off of what I'm making right now. I'd rather find the right job now, instead of taking some job that I'm going to be miserable at in 3 months when I've moved and can't afford to quit or will quit and fuck everything up. You know? I hate living here and I know the longer it takes to get a new job the longer I'll be here. But I think it's worth it in the long run. I can't handle jobs that make me miserable. As much as I bitch about my job, I do enjoy the bulk of it. I just hate the management/company it's self. The job is great.
I really, really hate living here. I have no space. I share a room with my kid. My room mates are fucks, and can't even do the dishes until they're disgusting. Yesterday I had to leave my dogs outside when it was hella cold because Conner was eating dinner in his walker in the livingroom. Didn't know we didn't have a table and he didn't have a high chair. Then when I was finally in the process of drying/letting them in Jeremy came storming out pissed cause Lilly was outside barking and he was trying to sleep. I'd bark too. It was nasty out. Then Sara got pissed cause I started laundry and she needed to do a load cause she had no clothes for work today. She had been home like 6 hours, and I was gone the entire time. It's not my fault you're going to wait until the last second to do your shit. Grow the hell up. Fuck. God. I hate it here. I want to live with Amanda so bad. I'm glad our relationship hasn't been rushed. I'm so, so glad. We've been together like 8 months now. In both of my past serious relationships we moved in together long before this. I'm sure it's true with Amanda's too. I'm also sure we would have moved in together before now of it was really doable. Either way, it hasn't happened. I really want to live together, but it is still nice having a night or two apart sometimes. I miss her so much when she's not here, and love having her in my bed. But, it's really nice doing my own thing, using all 4 of the pillows, and taking up the entire bed. We've been looking at houses a lot, which is pretty depressing. We've found a ton of cute perfect houses, but it's just not doable right now. There's one that's so, so awesome on her street for rent. We called the number posted in the window but it seems to be wrong. It's a bummer.
Aman did surgery on my phone yesterday. There were some messed up pieces on it, so she took her old SidekickIII apart and swapped pieces out. It's nice not to have that big ass face plate on it. I like the 3, but the camera does suck pretty bad.
I finally got my taxes finished. My shit from last year is all fucked up. The franchise owner is going to do an amendment, and anything I owe the IRS they're going to cover, up to $5,000. They better. Bitches. I'm getting between $700-$800 back after their fees. I'm buying a new digital camera, and saving the rest for moving out. And possibly spending some on my phone bill/camping. If I have to.
We're going camping for opening weekend of fishing season. With Aman's family, Lala, and Dustin. I'm pretty excited. I'm taking Alex. His first camping trip. I'm a bit nervous, but he's going to have a blast. It'll be awesome.
I'm going to bed.