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my random house japanese-english, english-japanese dictionary has six hunderd and sixty six pages. i was all bummed when i oped it to the last page. 666 AHH!
i feel that my life is stopped. life stops when you go to college. i think this because... this is the last schooling youll take. this determines how much money you'll be making, where youll go in life. etc etc etc. its so stressful and irritating. i know what i want, and basically what i'll do, i just have to DO IT. 2+ more years. hopefully i wont be like my dad. it took him 13yrs. he just had one class to take and then he would have his english major. and what class was that? the class he waited until he was thirty to finally take?! JAPANESE 202!
i think i'm going to ask jonah to make a personal recording in memory of logan.
i have a headache.
i hate sex and everything that has to do with it.
i super really bad want a tattoo. but it really super bad worries me. i dont want to regret it at all......................................................
jonah got the <3? on his arm. what a nerd.
joe spent $117 on junk food for when i'm in chicago next week. he is so lazy.
i want to tell logan so many things. i feel like i was a total kid when i knew him. i feel shitty about that. so F'n immature. (i keep having dreams about him)
taiyoo is sun in japanese. tsuki is the moon.
i need to workout. it bothers me that joe is so fit and i'm not. but i dont care at the same time.
i have determind that i have a love and hate relationship about EVERYTHING. seriously. one day i'll be in total love with something and the next i'll HATE IT. so if i love you, i hate you too. :D
and to end this useless info:
[no more stereo...]
#10- Still "dont want to lay here anymore. dont want to cry anymore. thats the only thing i know for sure- i'm trying to let that be good enough place to start. i cant help thinking of your kiss. cant help dwelling on the past...dragging myself through most of these days (but atleast i'm moving still) *maybe we'll meet again-more parallel and prepared- perhaps i wont see you at all- though i often hope i will. either way, its safe to say- its been heaven/its been hell. you may be part of many of my songs, BUT THIS ONE IS FOR MYSELF* i can still breathe on my own- though its a painful breath. i may have offered you my heart- but its still beating in my chest. AND I STILL BELIEVE IN LOVE- NO MATTER HOW HARD IT GETS. AND I MAY NOT HAVE IT RIGHT THIS TIME BUT I'LL ALWAYS TRY MY BEST.
arent those some awesome lyrics?!
i feel that my life is stopped. life stops when you go to college. i think this because... this is the last schooling youll take. this determines how much money you'll be making, where youll go in life. etc etc etc. its so stressful and irritating. i know what i want, and basically what i'll do, i just have to DO IT. 2+ more years. hopefully i wont be like my dad. it took him 13yrs. he just had one class to take and then he would have his english major. and what class was that? the class he waited until he was thirty to finally take?! JAPANESE 202!
i think i'm going to ask jonah to make a personal recording in memory of logan.
i have a headache.
i hate sex and everything that has to do with it.
i super really bad want a tattoo. but it really super bad worries me. i dont want to regret it at all......................................................
jonah got the <3? on his arm. what a nerd.
joe spent $117 on junk food for when i'm in chicago next week. he is so lazy.
i want to tell logan so many things. i feel like i was a total kid when i knew him. i feel shitty about that. so F'n immature. (i keep having dreams about him)
taiyoo is sun in japanese. tsuki is the moon.
i need to workout. it bothers me that joe is so fit and i'm not. but i dont care at the same time.
i have determind that i have a love and hate relationship about EVERYTHING. seriously. one day i'll be in total love with something and the next i'll HATE IT. so if i love you, i hate you too. :D
and to end this useless info:
[no more stereo...]
#10- Still "dont want to lay here anymore. dont want to cry anymore. thats the only thing i know for sure- i'm trying to let that be good enough place to start. i cant help thinking of your kiss. cant help dwelling on the past...dragging myself through most of these days (but atleast i'm moving still) *maybe we'll meet again-more parallel and prepared- perhaps i wont see you at all- though i often hope i will. either way, its safe to say- its been heaven/its been hell. you may be part of many of my songs, BUT THIS ONE IS FOR MYSELF* i can still breathe on my own- though its a painful breath. i may have offered you my heart- but its still beating in my chest. AND I STILL BELIEVE IN LOVE- NO MATTER HOW HARD IT GETS. AND I MAY NOT HAVE IT RIGHT THIS TIME BUT I'LL ALWAYS TRY MY BEST.
arent those some awesome lyrics?!