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so yesterday jeff and i went and looked at cars.
it came down to two.
i am sooooo torn.
i loved both of them.
2000 chevy camaro conv.
white.
35,000 miles.
alarm w/ keyless entry.
awesome stereo.
CONVERTIABLE!!!!
downsides.
power windows.
*sigh*
then the next choice.
2000 honda civic ex.
black.
60,000 miles.
alarm w/ keyless entry.
factory cd player.
sun roof.
downsides.
lots of miles.
power windows.
i drove both of them.
and i love them.
my dad said he cant see me driving a camaro.
but i loved it.
i dunno.
jeff liked the camaro better.
and when i showed my mom.
she liked the civic.
we shall see.
yesterday i got flowers @ work.
it was rather embarassing.
but i loved it.
i felt really really special for the first time in a long time.
a big group of gerber daisys.
the note said.
from: me
to: you
jeffs handwritting.
it was obvious.
hes denying it.
it seems that i am finding out who i can rely on lately.
this whole thing with billie jo. and the girls.
its really draining on me.
i told bro. buffington on sunday about it.
and he was appalled.
i met laura for the first time, sunday.
she is not cute. not at all.
aaron could get so much better.
but i guess she will do.
brother buffy started talking about how he couldnt get our names straight at first.
that he kept calling me laura. and her sarah.
OMG! who tells their sons wife that?!
i loved it. frekin embarrassing.
but what ever.
i think laura is happy about me not being with the kids.
it means there is no sarah in the picture.
she doesnt have to fight me for their affection.
i wish aaron would stick up for me.
but he doesnt have the balls to do that.
*sigh*
but im thankful for jeff.
he has really been there.
i tlaked his ear off, all day yesterday.
and he just listened.
and i ask myself why i dont want anything to happen with him.
sigh. im stupid.
anywho.
off to work.
it came down to two.
i am sooooo torn.
i loved both of them.
2000 chevy camaro conv.
white.
35,000 miles.
alarm w/ keyless entry.
awesome stereo.
CONVERTIABLE!!!!
downsides.
power windows.
*sigh*
then the next choice.
2000 honda civic ex.
black.
60,000 miles.
alarm w/ keyless entry.
factory cd player.
sun roof.
downsides.
lots of miles.
power windows.
i drove both of them.
and i love them.
my dad said he cant see me driving a camaro.
but i loved it.
i dunno.
jeff liked the camaro better.
and when i showed my mom.
she liked the civic.
we shall see.
yesterday i got flowers @ work.
it was rather embarassing.
but i loved it.
i felt really really special for the first time in a long time.
a big group of gerber daisys.
the note said.
from: me
to: you
jeffs handwritting.
it was obvious.
hes denying it.
it seems that i am finding out who i can rely on lately.
this whole thing with billie jo. and the girls.
its really draining on me.
i told bro. buffington on sunday about it.
and he was appalled.
i met laura for the first time, sunday.
she is not cute. not at all.
aaron could get so much better.
but i guess she will do.
brother buffy started talking about how he couldnt get our names straight at first.
that he kept calling me laura. and her sarah.
OMG! who tells their sons wife that?!
i loved it. frekin embarrassing.
but what ever.
i think laura is happy about me not being with the kids.
it means there is no sarah in the picture.
she doesnt have to fight me for their affection.
i wish aaron would stick up for me.
but he doesnt have the balls to do that.
*sigh*
but im thankful for jeff.
he has really been there.
i tlaked his ear off, all day yesterday.
and he just listened.
and i ask myself why i dont want anything to happen with him.
sigh. im stupid.
anywho.
off to work.