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Apr 15, 2005 11:46

wow. i dont even know where to begin.
sometimes i wish i could snap my fingers.
and make everyone happy.
but thats the part of me that gets me into trouble
and used as a door mat.
i have finally figured out..
that most of my "friends" are my "friends"
because i let them walk all over me.
i have always KNOWN that...
but the light has finally flickerd on.
and im tired of it.

i havent really talked to anna in decades.
fine by me. im perfectly happy w/o her drama.
me and megan have been hanging out a lot.
we have some fun times...
but i swear we are gonna be little old grumpy ladys before to long..

jeff and i are friends.
thats it. i adore the kid.
but im just not feelin it right now.
maybe later. maybe never.
i dunno. hes a great guy.
GREAT! hes everything ive thought i wanted.
but, i guess not.

i didnt get the head cashier position.
a kid named Michael did.
im really begining to hate that name.
mostly every Michael i know sucks ass!
he came in outta no where.
hes irritating.
he has the WORST breath EVER.
he wears pants soooo tight...
soooooooooooooooooooo tight.
you can seriously see his package pressed aginst the
fabric of his jeans going down his leg..
its insanely gross.
hes gay. seriously.
i have sooooooooo many gay friends.
im not homophobic in any way.
but he is the gay sterotype that kills me.
he walks like a woman, talks like a woman,
wears girl clothes, talks about his "lovers",
he wears HEELS to work,
WHO DOES THAT AT LOWE'S!
really who in the world does that.
i am always hearing about how attractive he thinks customers are.
he told me he is dating a guy...
"with the biggest cock ever"
who says that to someone they have only known for...
3 weeks? who does that?

hes already pissed off our distric manager, or regional manager and our dotm.
all the head cashiers went to a customer serive meeting.
and michale was inturupting the WHOLE meeting.
laughing really loudly, talking during the middle of it.
WEARING TONNNSSS of make up.... it was nuts
herb our district manager sent an email to kim saying and i quote
"this kid better be the best damn head cashier lowe's has ever had because hes already on the term list"

its crazy. kim has the most horrible judgement ever.
she gave a job *I* should got.
to a kid that no one can stand.

i feel bitter. but thats not the reason i cant deal with the kid.

i got all of my chekcs in the mail from taxes!
not as much as i wanted. but what the heck.

i gotta go to work now.
its about that time :)

later kids.
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