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people change.
its a part of life.
nothing ever is the same.
once you leave.
you can never go back.
it sucks.
i miss vangie.
i miss aaron.
i miss clc.
i miss tulare.
i miss vivi.
but everything has changed.
its not the same old people.
same old places.
its completely different.
we've all grown up.
we are all cynical now.
we've all been hurt.
used.
we are not carefree anymore.
it sucks.
*sigh*
so aaron is in town.
hes spending spring break with the girls.
his wife is here. *sigh*
vangie is also in town.
she is spending spring break with Janna.
Janna looks HOT!
she looks sooo good.
no one here will tell her that.
but its sooooo true.
SO TRUE!
i met Jeff's parents a couple night ago.
it was really scary at first.
but then... they were really nice.
his mom talked to me the whole night.
his dad, didnt say much until after dinner.
then he was alllllllllll alllllllllllllll talkative.
his mom wants to go to pikes market.
she has lived in oregon for 30+ years.
and never once travelled the 3 hrs it takes to get to seattle.
WHAT! LOL.
me and jeff are planning to go to squim (sp) (washington)
and go to the safari thing up there.
my parents just got back from visiting my aunt there.
and they went.
they said it was soooooooooo awesome.
so we wanna go.
so we are thinking about takeing his momma and dad.
going there.
then spending the night in seattle.
last night was youth convention.
it was a good time.
way tooooo many pentecostal people in one room.
kinda scary!
i love them and all. but oh lord.
it makes me nervous.
i always REALLY want to go.
but once i get there.
i REALLY wanna go home.
we made it out alive tho.
it was a good time.
Vangie, Janna and I were supposed to go to breakfest.
but she hasnt called.
so im not trippin.
i really dont wanna go to work today.
ive been really sick.
so i went to the dr on friday.
left early from work.
the dr gave me sat sun off.
i worked 4 hours on monday.
had tues wed off.
and gotta go back today.
*sigh*
i dont wanna gooooo!
i do get to close with Jeff.
that is the good thing!
well sometimes its a good thing.
but most of the time.
he asks me to stay and stock.
or stay and clean.
or stay and do something i really dont wanna do.
i always end up leaving with the last people and him.
it sucks.
although i DO love flatstacking lumber.
I LOVE LOVE LOVE IT.
although i HATE the bugs.
but i love flat stacking.
why i dont know?!?
anywho.
off to get ready.
its a part of life.
nothing ever is the same.
once you leave.
you can never go back.
it sucks.
i miss vangie.
i miss aaron.
i miss clc.
i miss tulare.
i miss vivi.
but everything has changed.
its not the same old people.
same old places.
its completely different.
we've all grown up.
we are all cynical now.
we've all been hurt.
used.
we are not carefree anymore.
it sucks.
*sigh*
so aaron is in town.
hes spending spring break with the girls.
his wife is here. *sigh*
vangie is also in town.
she is spending spring break with Janna.
Janna looks HOT!
she looks sooo good.
no one here will tell her that.
but its sooooo true.
SO TRUE!
i met Jeff's parents a couple night ago.
it was really scary at first.
but then... they were really nice.
his mom talked to me the whole night.
his dad, didnt say much until after dinner.
then he was alllllllllll alllllllllllllll talkative.
his mom wants to go to pikes market.
she has lived in oregon for 30+ years.
and never once travelled the 3 hrs it takes to get to seattle.
WHAT! LOL.
me and jeff are planning to go to squim (sp) (washington)
and go to the safari thing up there.
my parents just got back from visiting my aunt there.
and they went.
they said it was soooooooooo awesome.
so we wanna go.
so we are thinking about takeing his momma and dad.
going there.
then spending the night in seattle.
last night was youth convention.
it was a good time.
way tooooo many pentecostal people in one room.
kinda scary!
i love them and all. but oh lord.
it makes me nervous.
i always REALLY want to go.
but once i get there.
i REALLY wanna go home.
we made it out alive tho.
it was a good time.
Vangie, Janna and I were supposed to go to breakfest.
but she hasnt called.
so im not trippin.
i really dont wanna go to work today.
ive been really sick.
so i went to the dr on friday.
left early from work.
the dr gave me sat sun off.
i worked 4 hours on monday.
had tues wed off.
and gotta go back today.
*sigh*
i dont wanna gooooo!
i do get to close with Jeff.
that is the good thing!
well sometimes its a good thing.
but most of the time.
he asks me to stay and stock.
or stay and clean.
or stay and do something i really dont wanna do.
i always end up leaving with the last people and him.
it sucks.
although i DO love flatstacking lumber.
I LOVE LOVE LOVE IT.
although i HATE the bugs.
but i love flat stacking.
why i dont know?!?
anywho.
off to get ready.