falling.
today went by quick. for some reason tho the closer and closer i got to my house. the more depressed i got. now im meloncholey (sp) and i have no clue why?!?!
is it because my mom is in a constant state of depression. is it because i always come home to her doing the same 2 things. watching tv. or on the net. is it because i dont want to be the old woman who does the same thing. but i find myself all to often doing nothing.
is it because almost the first words out of her mouth were about billie. which made me think of aaron.
is it because i know my father will be home all too soon!
why!
its weird.
i want aaron. i miss that guy.
is it because my mom is in a constant state of depression. is it because i always come home to her doing the same 2 things. watching tv. or on the net. is it because i dont want to be the old woman who does the same thing. but i find myself all to often doing nothing.
is it because almost the first words out of her mouth were about billie. which made me think of aaron.
is it because i know my father will be home all too soon!
why!
its weird.
i want aaron. i miss that guy.