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On we plow...
Marching to the future without a care, just charging forward. "HALT!" I say, "think where you're going. Do you even know? Are you satisfied with that?" The uneducated masses, how I pity them. How I envy them. I wish I was still ignorant...no, innocent. I was happy then. I am not happy now. My life has taken turns leading to unmanageability and that is something I cannot have. I must have control. I must be the master of my own destiny because at the end of the day after all the cards are down, I say what happens to Keith.
Lest we forget...
Nicole, thank you for the comment the other day. I had forgotten about those times. I had forgotten who I was. I now want to apologize to you. I thought people were giving you power because you were fun, but now I realize it's more than that. You remember. You remember happiness. You remember a person who no longer exists, but longs to see the light of day again. I only wish that were a possiblity. I cannot be who I once was, but I can grow from what I've become. I think I shall try that, and I would love very much for you to help me. And no matter how furiously I once denied it, I know now that you are most definintly The Mistress.
Hang him higher...
I'm making some changes at this very moment. Yes, this moment now, I'm live and looking ahead. I'm cleaning myself up. No more cigarettes, no more liquor, no more pot. No more immaturity. No more weakness. Only strength. Strength and intelligence. We're growing up, and we need to act like it. Freshman by and large are too immature for my new world. Some exceptions exist though. Sophmores are better, juniors still more mature, and so on. I choose who gets to stay in my thoughts and in my heart, and I shall exercise that right.
And that is the way of things
In the hall of the great young kings...
Edit:
I just realized how hypocritical it is of me to condemn immaturity. I've been being an immature prick. Alex left me, and yes I hate her. But in the intrest of being an adult, this is the last you will hear of it. I apologize for my mistake.
Marching to the future without a care, just charging forward. "HALT!" I say, "think where you're going. Do you even know? Are you satisfied with that?" The uneducated masses, how I pity them. How I envy them. I wish I was still ignorant...no, innocent. I was happy then. I am not happy now. My life has taken turns leading to unmanageability and that is something I cannot have. I must have control. I must be the master of my own destiny because at the end of the day after all the cards are down, I say what happens to Keith.
Lest we forget...
Nicole, thank you for the comment the other day. I had forgotten about those times. I had forgotten who I was. I now want to apologize to you. I thought people were giving you power because you were fun, but now I realize it's more than that. You remember. You remember happiness. You remember a person who no longer exists, but longs to see the light of day again. I only wish that were a possiblity. I cannot be who I once was, but I can grow from what I've become. I think I shall try that, and I would love very much for you to help me. And no matter how furiously I once denied it, I know now that you are most definintly The Mistress.
Hang him higher...
I'm making some changes at this very moment. Yes, this moment now, I'm live and looking ahead. I'm cleaning myself up. No more cigarettes, no more liquor, no more pot. No more immaturity. No more weakness. Only strength. Strength and intelligence. We're growing up, and we need to act like it. Freshman by and large are too immature for my new world. Some exceptions exist though. Sophmores are better, juniors still more mature, and so on. I choose who gets to stay in my thoughts and in my heart, and I shall exercise that right.
And that is the way of things
In the hall of the great young kings...
Edit:
I just realized how hypocritical it is of me to condemn immaturity. I've been being an immature prick. Alex left me, and yes I hate her. But in the intrest of being an adult, this is the last you will hear of it. I apologize for my mistake.