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Alex,
I want to thank you for hurting me again.
I want to thank you for breaking me again, then walking away and laughing about it.
I want you to realize, this is all because of you. You fucked me over time and again during our relationship. You broke my trust over and over, and still I stayed with you. And for what? To be hurt in the end.
I want to thank you for making me feel worthless.
I sit here waiting for the day when you realize what you've thrown away. I want you to realize what you did while you were stoned, and who you hurt. When you realize this, I want you to cry. And I want you to know, I will never take you back again.
Gone - I couldn't murder your promise
Right before my eyes
The revolutions of my psychosis
Kept me outta the way
Once - inside - all I hold is ash ...
Fall - suppressing every feeling
I'm in so much pain
I have every fuckin' right to hate you
I can't take it!
The hardest part was knowing that I could never be you
Now all I do is sit around and wish I could forget you
My demise - I took a life worth living and
Made it worth a mockery
I deny - I fold, but they keep on coming
(Stop) I'm always ready to die
But you're killing me
Who are you to me? Who am I to you?
Is this a lesson in nepotistic negligence?
By default, you are my only link to the outside
Psychosomatic suicide
Where were you when I was down?
Can you show me a way ...
To face everyday with this face - goodbye
My demise - I took a life worth living and
Made it worth a mockery
I deny - I fold, but they keep on coming
(Stop) I'm always ready to die
But you're killing me
When I blur my eyes, they make the whole
World breathe - I see you fucking me
And I am absolutely controlling every urge
To mutilate - the one and only answer
So much for memories ...
I wanna dress in your insecurities
And be the perfect you - I'm through
I'm out-streched out for all to loathe
Here we go - the ultimate irony
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To the rest of the world,
I don't want to hear that Alex has recieved any static over this. It is between me and her, not the public. For this reason, all comments will be screened, if you have something kind to say, say it. If not, dont bother posting.
I want to thank you for hurting me again.
I want to thank you for breaking me again, then walking away and laughing about it.
I want you to realize, this is all because of you. You fucked me over time and again during our relationship. You broke my trust over and over, and still I stayed with you. And for what? To be hurt in the end.
I want to thank you for making me feel worthless.
I sit here waiting for the day when you realize what you've thrown away. I want you to realize what you did while you were stoned, and who you hurt. When you realize this, I want you to cry. And I want you to know, I will never take you back again.
Gone - I couldn't murder your promise
Right before my eyes
The revolutions of my psychosis
Kept me outta the way
Once - inside - all I hold is ash ...
Fall - suppressing every feeling
I'm in so much pain
I have every fuckin' right to hate you
I can't take it!
The hardest part was knowing that I could never be you
Now all I do is sit around and wish I could forget you
My demise - I took a life worth living and
Made it worth a mockery
I deny - I fold, but they keep on coming
(Stop) I'm always ready to die
But you're killing me
Who are you to me? Who am I to you?
Is this a lesson in nepotistic negligence?
By default, you are my only link to the outside
Psychosomatic suicide
Where were you when I was down?
Can you show me a way ...
To face everyday with this face - goodbye
My demise - I took a life worth living and
Made it worth a mockery
I deny - I fold, but they keep on coming
(Stop) I'm always ready to die
But you're killing me
When I blur my eyes, they make the whole
World breathe - I see you fucking me
And I am absolutely controlling every urge
To mutilate - the one and only answer
So much for memories ...
I wanna dress in your insecurities
And be the perfect you - I'm through
I'm out-streched out for all to loathe
Here we go - the ultimate irony
-------------------------
To the rest of the world,
I don't want to hear that Alex has recieved any static over this. It is between me and her, not the public. For this reason, all comments will be screened, if you have something kind to say, say it. If not, dont bother posting.