does it really all have to end like this? does it really all have to be this sad?
hey there guys! well...I'm kinda sad and happy at the same time! yesterday, dezzi showed me a picture that she had taken on paul and I and I begged it for her because I dont really have any pictures of us...so I got it...when I got to my dads shop, I pulled it out of my binder and stuck it on a piece of paper so I wouldn't lose it...then I decided to color around it and I ended up dooldleing the whole "I heart paulii" thing and then I felt really stupid! anywho...I've decided to get compleatly over everyone who has ever hurt me except for cory (whom I will never stop loving)...so if I talk about loving steven...SHOOT ME! and I do like paul and everything...I want to make out with him so bad...but I am going to find (or let him find me) a great guy that I can have to call mine! I think that kreston is really cute! and if things don't work out with him and I...then I am going to start talking to neil...anywho...I have to go...love ya guys!